Running Away

I may be cynical in the end you're always right
But if we take one look into the past
And remember the good times
Like falling asleep through the sunrise
The color's in the skies
As we fade away
Taking our time to remember the chances
That we had in the summer haze
The past twelve months
I've been spending all my nights
Staring at the skies
Trying to find a way to get close to you
I'll wait another year
I'm not running away
Or leaving behind
All of the goals
I've yet to accomplish in my life
I can't believe this is happening
I'm trying to find some sort of sign
So when I close so tight
I know that you will always be
Be a part of me
You know this has been hurting more with every day
And I just wish I could take one step back
Into those summer ways
When I would look you in the eyes
And tell you I will you love you for all time
All I need is just one more day
The past twelve months
I've been spending all my nights
Staring at the skies
Trying to find a way to get close to you
I'll wait another year
I'm not running away
Or leaving behind
All of the goals
I've yet to accomplish in my life
I can't believe this is happening
I'm trying to find some sort of sign
So when I close so tight
I know that you will always be
Be a part of me
Those nights when you'd look me in the eyes
And say you'd never leave my side
Not gonna wait any longer
I'll create the song to make me stronger
Push into the sun
Hear out my ??? I am wrong
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Back down in all this ???
I'm not running away
Or leaving behind
All of the goals
I've yet to accomplish in my life
I can't believe this is happening
I'm trying to find some sort of sign
So when I close so tight
I know that you will always be
Be a part of me