Dirty Duds

I'm biting keratin
My fingers hold
The keys to the vault

I found a therapist
He laughed and told me
"It's all your fault"

The good samaritan
I pay him just to stare at a clock
And tell me to stop
And reinforce my arrogance

Been getting very very very very good
At doing nothing
On the weekends
I can pretend
I am all that I need

Still, I can barely hold my head up
I just play dumb like a doorknob
I know I don't trust my own thoughts
I know they don't trust me

[Instrumental break]

And now I miss you more than ever
But maybe I'm just misremembering
You used to think it'd last forever
I used to say "I'm fine" while quietly dying

Won't fall again
I know the tricks
I pulled myself
Off the crucifix

It's just as well
If you were through with it
I'm still in love
It don't make no sense to me

[Instrumental break]

I thought I
I thought I was
Your dream boy
Your dream boy

I thought I
I thought I was
Your dream boy
Your dream boy

I thought I
I thought I was
Your dream boy
Your dream boy

I thought I
I thought I was
Your dream boy
Your dream boy

[Instrumental interference]

[Instrumental outro]