Mortifying Ordeal

Haven’t felt like myself lately

I’ve hurt myself with all the drugs sorry

I go to work just to fill the lonely

it never works and I’m stuck with worse help me

I fight the urge to tell you

that I’m feeling so alone

and all I seem to turn to

is your pictures on my phone

Does it hurt when you think of me?

Do you ever wonder where we would be

Do you lie awake at night looking at the fake shit I post online

Do you feel that emptiness

Or am I just upset

It’s been a year, maybe more, crazy

Time goes by and I can’t keep up with things changing

You liked a guy then said some things that hurt me

but it’s all my fault I wasn’t worth chasing

Joy just seems so costly when sadness comes for free

So I guess what I am asking, are you sad there is no “we”

Does it hurt when you think of me?

Do you ever wonder where we would be

Do you lie awake at night looking at the fake shit I post online

Do you feel that emptiness

Or am I just upset

We can’t change the tide

there’s no changing minds

If we Let our hearts decide

I know you won’t chose mine

We can’t change the tide

there’s no changing minds

If we Let our hearts decide

I know you won’t chose mine