Despised!

Who said it's not gonna hurt
But look at me right now
Maybe in the night
I just wanna be cursed in time
Why did I say things blind

Maybe I'm despised
I've been wrong this time
I didn't seek but hide
I've been feeling blind
Darkness in my eyes
I wanna sleep and hide
So I don't have to rewind
Don't wanna face shit
Why you all over my mind
It did hit me with a bind

Let it all go
Our time all gone
Hope this not the song on radio
I just wanna lay low
Can't feel nothing a long time ago
Did you feel those lonely also
I've been fully drowned
I've been feeling down
I might get some help
Get some help

Who gonna burn
Who gonna try
Who gonna turn
Who gonna ride
I gotta learn
I gotta try
Till you return
No kiss and goodbye
Yeah I still listen to that song every night
I wouldn't deny that
I don't know what to do
I wouldn't lie about that
I hate people in love too
Why would I feel like that
How could I deal with that

Maybe I'm despised
I've been wrong this time
I didn't seek but hide
I've been feeling blind
Darkness in my eyes
I wanna sleep and hide
So I don't have to rewind
Don't wanna face shit
Why you all over my mind
It did hit me with a bind

Don't get me wrong, would you?
I would have let you know
If I like it that way
When it's my turn
No one just pillow again
I don't wanna do the whole love thing again
But why should I be the one who covered in pain
My feelings keep passed on
What's the point to keep on
It's over why put it on
I love you why don't you respond
Maybe I'm just meant to be alone