Drowned?

I just wanna wait till the sun down
Let's see what it takes till someone drowned
You said I'm not perfect in the meanwhile
My heart would not wrecked cuz I'm damn drowned
I don't want our shit to happen once
I been on faking run
Maybe I dead inside
Maybe I'm an overthinking guy
I don't know shit but my feeling died
Freezing cold
I be on my ya
You don't know what you done
Feel like you don't have the heart
I wanna run away
But you could have hold me
I would never again
Trust you with my whole me
I'm done dealing this part
I'm done talking it up
I'm done messing it up
I'm not feeling it right
I'm not healing it right
I'm not treating it right
I wanna keep them in my mind
But I couldn't find the reason why
I don't wanna keep living in a lie
I wanna keep the memories left in the back
I wanna keep moving on without feeling sad
I got tears in sight
I saw you in my mind
You left me in the night
I don't know what to say
Don't know why
I don't know why
I got bolder with the feelings I have lost
I feel like I've been robbed ha ha ha
Feel like I've been in the mud all night
Now I dead inside
I'm not verified
You not even mine
I don't wait in line
I don't wanna wait in line
I'm not even kidding
Yeah I'm sick inside
I just want this shit happen in the right
In the night we been talking to each other
Hennessy we be popping bottles
I want this lifestyle ah ai
I want peace you wanna fight
Why I keep saying we alright
I don't wanna stay outside
Keep it go another round
Make me trapped in your lost and found
I hope I have never been found
I don't want no help
I don't want no one