Asphixia (Wasted)

"Shouting to the heavens or to anyone who will listen that the fix is in, that the sky is falling and when it hits it's gonna be the shit-storm of all time."

We shot the sky 40 times
And disappeared in freezing vapor
I could have been the parasite
Chewing holes in this life
You so cheaply passed on
Not so convenient to stand on
Crumbling cities or rejected
Water that you spit out
As sores begin to set in

Infected, rejected, neglected ejected
Infected, injected, rejected, neglected
Hold your breath, hold your breath

Breathe
Slowly the air
You burnt out
For your money
Twisted faces
Bent ghosts that
Tried to warn you
Of your behavior
Sickened with disease

Waste, waste, waste
Waste, wasted, wasted
So wasted, so wasted
So wasted, so wasted
So wasted, so wasted
So wasted, so wasted

Burned alive, taught to kill
Burned alive, taught to kill
Lost the will to live
I've lost the will to live
Simply lost the will to live
I’ve lost my will to live

"I myself, as many people well know, had basically embroiled myself into the dirty version of myself, I had taken the small amount of decay I did have, and I just built it, I let it grow: I wanted to become fully decayed in mind, soul, body, everything, I wanted to be darkness."

Infected, rejected, injected ejected
Hold your breath, hold your breath
Just hold your breath..

Lying down, fornicate
Reaching this retarded state
On some lost thought that
Ripped at my heart
Ripping out forever

"- It was like my whole world was gone. I had to start all over
- You think you're going to Hell? If I would have to answer that truthfully, yes. I have always believed that. My mind was on only one mode, and that was to kill. So, I went forth to attack her and she through a scolding hot cup of coffee on me, uh which only increased my instincts, if you will, at which point in time, like I said, between thirty and sixty seconds I took her life. I believe it was five blows I took, trying to plunge the crow-bar into his heart."