The Hell in My Veins

How many times must I die this death
I buried what’s left of me
And I begin to develop sympathy
I beg myself to put my heart to rest
How many times must I die this death
Cycle repeats
And I don’t know where I’ll get
I feel alive but all I know is regret
Self pity
Self hatred
And here I am
Trying to break through my casket
There’s nowhere to bury me
Stuck in the middle
I live and die here repeatedly
Where I want nothing to do with my sympathy
Just Forget it
Savor the pity
Savor the pity
Pain buries me with no regret
Faith burdens me with hope to live
Locusts swarming me
Locusts swarming me
How many times must I die this death
And be revived by the plague in my chest
I’ve tried and tried every day
I hate myself for the hell in my veins
There’s nowhere to bury me
Stuck in the middle
I live and die here repeatedly
Where I want nothing to do with my sympathy
Just Forget it
Savor the pity
Savor the pity