I’m To Blame

[Verse 1]
When I was just a boy
All I knew was being loved
Now that I am older
All I want is to be loved

As I sit on innocence
My perspective has changed
As I wither from my bones
My feelings have changed

[Pre-Chorus]
Thought I'd sought

[Chorus]
So I wonder how I could have fixed
This whole mess
I'm to blame for

I just wanna pass this whole ordeal
It's really not
Such a big deal

[Verse 2]
So sad I starve myself
Deprive me of my choice
So that I wouldn't hurt
My own heart again by choice

I would question all my thoughts
And I think of why I'm here
I am autosuggestion
And I question what I hear

[Pre-Chorus]
Thought I'd sought

[Chorus]
So I wonder how I could havе fixed
This whole mess
I'm to blamе for

I just wanna pass this whole ordeal
It's really not
Such a big deal

[Bridge]
I'm not gonna lie
I'm not a fan of myself

And I gotta learn
How to hang up the shelf

[Chorus]
So I wonder how I could have fixed
This whole mess
I'm to blame for

I just wanna pass this whole ordeal
It's really not
Such a big deal

[Chorus]
So I wonder how I could have fixed
This whole mess
I'm to blame for

I just wanna pass this whole ordeal
It's really not
Such a big deal

[Outro]
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