Crutches

Are you angry at me?
I see it in your eyes
You can feel my heart, it's pounding through my chest
And I just wanna sleep through the night

My legs are feeling tired, I know I've been a liar
But I can't walk on my own
I'm having trouble breathing, I never thought I needed help
With finding my way home

I'm a shadow in the dark
Been crawling for years on my knees just to feel this
I'm a pill I never took
I'm out on the edge, I've been feeding on nothing
I'm a knife straight to the heart
Been driving for miles on the hunt for redemption
I'm a shadow in the dark
Can't take all these punches, I'm walking with crutches

Can you hear me scream for you?
Been on my knees for miles
Save my soul and fix my brain
I surrender my pride

The storm is getting stronger, please pull me from the water
I admit that I need help
I have to call the doctor and talk about my father
I've been lying to myself

I'm a shadow in the dark
Been crawling for years on my knees just to feel this
I'm a pill I never took
I'm out on the edge, I've been feeding on nothing
I'm a knife straight to the heart
Been driving for miles on the hunt for redemption
I'm a shadow in the dark
Can't take all these punches, I'm walking with crutches

Get me crutches, I've been strugglin'
Nothing wrong with saying that you need support
I've been diggin' through the damage
I'm ashamed that I was blind to it before

I'm a shadow in the dark
Been crawling for years on my knees just to feel this
I'm a pill I never took
I'm out on the edge, I've been feeding on nothing
I'm a knife straight to the heart
Been driving for miles on the hunt for redemption
I'm a shadow in the dark
Can't take all these punches, I'm walking with crutches