Mentally Dull

You started telling us all
It ain't no fun anymore
Make up for time that you lost
Everything came to the top

A day you're falling apart
You thought about it a lot
To pass the time with yourself
The latest claim to your health

[?] thing on your mind
[?] try to be what's inside
Become the one thing you know
And keep it mentally dull

The part remains all the time
You forced yourself out of line
Without a problem, it's all coming way too fast

Why wait 'til it's over?
[?] to start again

Why take what you sayin'?
[?] to start again

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