Heavens gates

[Verse 1]
Tryna take me to the greats
I been feeling numb, but all that bullshit can wait
All these drug addictions got me feeling like I can't be
Anything that I wanna be, I told them drugs to flake
Cause im revolutionizing all my past greatest mistakes
Can't be sorry bout my taste
I do this music shit so I can put all my thoughts behind that gate
Need to repent for my sins so it's not to late
Cause when im up there wanna be let through those heaven's gates
I'm trying to hold on to my faith
But every time another trend happens, im always late
Right on my shoulders is so much fucking wеight
But im pushing through so I can sit and share my plate
With all my homies, and try to sharе my knowledge so they get can have a fuckin taste
Im done with the sad shit
Now im moving past so I can be living lavish
Time and time again these bitches actin so brackish
But I know gods with me and he'll let me pass, with no fucking retraction
In my mother fucking absence, bitch

[Verse 2]
This shit running out of time
As I see my life, flash before my eyes
I'm in a pinnacle of my thoughts, suffering through demise
Cause when I up the mother fucker there'll be tears in your momma's eyes
Hop in the confessions booth and hope god can see through my life
And understand that I'm tryna make it past the shit I can't decide
If I wanna live or take that gun and point it to the sky
And jump off that building and the hope the bullet lays between my eyes
And be one step closer to an eternity of love and happiness, wouldn't that be so divine
These flows coming by surprise
This shit ain't even written
I spit this from the top of my head, and then I take a second
Sip my water, then say fucking anything that'll come to mind
You wish you could do half of the shit that I say
Through these Subliminals
This shit come off the tongue, don't care bout no syllables
Because everything I'm doing right now is only the minimal
I be the traditional and stay fucking original, until I multiply, divide, then add subract your life until your body lay there and your heartbeat drops to a decimal