Quicksand

It's so hard to ignore
All the memories
Of what once was
They're embedded in my head
Only to be left
With the pain of death
This loss haunts me
Til my body starts to ache
Sorrow wandering through my mind
Oh God, It's all that's left to find
Keep digging through me
I'm already at rock bottom
Stranded on the realisation
That I'm left without any explanation
Through time
Some things can't be erased
Not afraid to acknowledge
Through time
I hope I'll understand
How to free myself out of this quicksand
Through time
Some things can't be erased
Not afraid to acknowledge
Through time
I hope I'll understand
How the hell do I get out of this quicksand
Counting sheep until the set of dawn
With the wolf lurking from afar
In the darkest days I still wonder
How could I have let this loneliness conquer?
In denial of your lack of presence
In denial of your lack of prosperity
But at the end of my state of mind
Your individual was one of a kind
Swallowed by this wreck we call life
I'm on my own in this emptiness
And the need to survive
Through time
Some things can't be erased
Not afraid to acknowledge
Through time
I hope I'll understand
How to free myself out of this quicksand
Through time
Some things can't be erased
Not afraid to acknowledge
Through time
I hope I'll understand
How the hell do I get out of this quicksand
Swallowed by this wreck we call life
I'm on my own in this emptiness
And the need to survive
I'm on my own in this emptiness
And the need to survive
It's just so hard to ignore
All the memories
Of what once was
They're embedded deep in my head
Only to be left
With the pain of death