Disease

I'm pursued by neurotic vision
My ugly sinful previous life
I refuse all kind of religion
And start my endless fly
My life turned to sheer Hell
Much learnings makes you mad
Vision and dreams like destiny bell
Whispering in my ears and head

Passion for death desire to die
Open your subconscious door
Affect on your brain like a guide
Terror, it would not be worse

Schizophrenia is a cure from pain
A psychological disease
Internal thoughts will be unleashed
By covered force hiding thee

Color dreams cause of disease
While I sleep I see it clear
Dreams of darkness and of increase
Black despair is quite near

I fall in hip exert myself
I try to reach a top of illusions
God's damn seems life in Hell
Yellow house my real conclusion
I roam in thickets of my brain
Until I cross the river Styx
Still suffer unbearable pain
All my existence this disease