dead or alive

(That's okay, no, that's okay)
Our trouble start to get bad
Two words, they always my last
Five words, can you get out my
Heartbeat, anxious, can't decide
And I'm back, fuck, falling apart
I wanna play both sides but you tell 'em apart
You couldn't take mine, that was the start
I got it on my mind, ripping me into parts (Like woah)
Cold play, better turn up the Fahrenheit
Call me when you don't wanna face the light
No place and you get in my brain at night
Wouldn't matter if I'm dead or alive tonight
Don't go wasting all my patience
On and on, you keep ignoring my calls
Found a way, but never cared at all
Good to know
I was burning down the road
I was taught to let it go
You the cause of my pain
Can't get you outta my brain
You gonna cross my line
Tell me I'm out my mind
Know that it's all in my head
And I try every day to wake up and recover again
Ride off the cliff and I'll drive to the end
Not gonna cope but I'm grabbing the meds
Thousands of ways that you often pretend
I'm not gonna waste it, I'm stopping again
It's not gonna end
I got multiple faces
They tell me the ways
But it's all in my head
And I'm back, fuck, falling apart
I wanna play both sides but you tell 'em apart
You couldn't take mine, that was the start
I got it on my mind, ripping me into parts (Like woah)
Cold play, better turn up the Fahrenheit
Call me when you don't wanna face the light
No place and you get in my brain at night
Wouldn't matter if I'm dead or alive tonight
Don't go wasting all my patience
On and on, you keep ignoring my calls
Found a way, but never cared at all
Good to know
I was burning down the road
I was taught to let it go
You the cause of my pain
Can't get you outta my brain