Tulips

I got smoke in my lungs, hold that shit in, pull the trigger on the gun
Vision fades as I gaze at the lives I lived, what lead up to today?
Did I do this?

I knew this wasn't good for my health
Worsened by how I have dealt
Useless
Took everything for herself
Driven off everyone else
Tulips

Given to her by me last night
I don't really wanna fucking fight
Baby look into my fucking eyes
Tell me has this feeling gone awry