Self Made

I've been questioning God
I've been lessening odds
I've been wrestling thoughts and
finishing songs
I've been holding my head
I've been wasting my bread
I've been looking like death
I've been sharing my eggs
I've been fucking up plans
I've been making demands
I've been letting down friends and
I've been missing you
I've been letting down friends and missing you

(Yeah, yeah)
Late nights
Warmth of the city lights
She talks but she won't ever set it up
She might
Go for a little while
Figure out what it's like to be someone
Free rides
Clothes from some other guy
She knows but she claims it was never love
I wish that I could be a fly posted up on your wall when you've had enough

Say goodbye to you that you used to know
Ego death is something incredible
Heading towards the exit or heading home
Find yourself sitting at the crossroads wondering
If you're ever gonna be
Anything other than an amalgam of the things they told you'd become
Can it be undone

(Yeah, yeah)
Late nights
Warmth of the city lights
She talks but she won't ever set it up
She might
Go for a little while
Figure out what it's like to be someone
Free rides
Clothes from some other guy
She knows but she claims it was never love
I wish that I could be a fly posted up on your wall when you've had enough

You're hoping that it'll fall into place
But if you can't keep your pace
Why you running this race
With your shoelaces untied
You said lost all you that you had
But is it really that bad
I mean if you don't have him
I mean if you don't have him
At least you have me
Yeah at least have you me
Yeah least you have me

(Yeah, yeah)
Late nights
Warmth of the city lights
She talks but she won't ever set it up
She might
Go for a little while
Figure out what it's like to be someone
Free rides
Clothes from some other guy
She knows but she claims it was never love
I wish that I could be a fly posted up on your wall when you've had enough