I Can't Ever Say That You Loved Me

I've seen you crack your hands
As you climbed a tree
I've seen you bruise and bloody your knees
I've seen all of your body
But I can't ever say that you loved me

I've seen you quite well liked
I've barely seen you
I've bragged that I've known you
You're sad to sit next to me
I've been everywhere in this town with you
But I can't ever say that you loved me

Well, we've said the words
Many times for sure
We've said them unreturned
Like lost letters
We imagined so much of this Godforsaken world
But I can't ever say that you loved me

We've been hand in hand
Many distant years
I betrayed your heart
Of course I'm the one in tears
We were once five
Now we're twenty-three
After so many years
So many things left unsaid
No, I can't ever say that you loved me

If you were to say the words
I'd believe you instantly
They say looking back is 20/20
But after all these years
And so many beds
I can't ever say that you loved me