I Got A Story To Tell

(Unhem, this is like 4am in the morning
I'm in the studio recording this shit right now
Can't find no sleep I just finished smoking my weed
Mmh yeah
Fuck
Let's go with this shit
Lets move it
Let's go)
I'm in a room all by myself recording songs, 'can't find no sleep
I need some help so I stick to weed
Just was on the phone a few hours ago with my momma
She said I got some friends I need to change
Only if she knew that I'm the one that need to change
'Cause my friends most of them follow my steps
And if I change for the better they'll do better
See I'm a fucking loner so I try to keep my cool up
'Cause if I act the way I act behind them closed doors
Nobody would be around me right now
I got a good soul with a fucked up brain that can't concentrate
I try but I cant
Every time I'm happy I get mad
Every time I laugh I cry
Every time I study I fell
My dad used to tell me I'll be nothing and I can fucking see it now
'Cause I'm a piece of shit in every body eyes
I think I'm a loser sometimes
I can't keep you close enough to me
Because I done fell enough so many times
I never expect to win
Maybe one day I'll
Maybe one day I'll not
I just wanna live people like to ask me why I do music
This is because it's the only thing I talk to
You talk to weed, sex and liquor
I talk to music, weed and sex
Ask me if it makes me happy it don't
I wish I could go back to when I was like 5 years old
Back when I used to wish I was 18 so I can do whatever I wanna do
Shit I wish I could go back
Now I got fake friends, fake this, fake that
Everybody tell lies you don't know who tell the truth
I can see everything with my eyes closed
I can read everything with my eyes closed
I used to love this shorty in high school
I can't say her name cause she probably listening to my song
'Know one day she'll be around when I get the cake
And that's how I value love
You get loved when you have some to give back
But you broke nobody even want you in they face
And that's why sometimes I like to keep my space
Cause I cant let nobody disturb my peace
I got a story to tell. They want me to fail
I got a dream to chase and that's foreal
I'll never let my fans down
Even though it's few of them listening to me right now