Laugh It Off

[Verse 1]
At a friends house waiting for a meltdown
Really should've stayed home
Never mind, I'm here now
I don't get this, I keep acting selfish
Hoping I'm forgiven, 'cause I'm feeling so helpless
Dissociation always kills the conversation
So I start to back away, because I don't deserve the patience
And now I'm scared, because you've found a new replacement
And I don't know to face it

[Chorus]
So I say nothing and laugh it off
'Cause I don't know how to stop
I never thought I could hold myself up
Maybe I can't
I thought nothing could go wrong
Until I lost all the friеnds who saw
I should've kept it to myself and playеd along

[Verse 2]
Could've stopped it, but I sat back and watched it
Now I'm back to how I was before you walked in
I've lost my source of happy thoughts
And now I'm waking up everyday at 3 o' clock
Thought I could make it in a world of new creations
Now I keep on getting wasted, 'cause I lost all motivation
I can't remember when you last said salutations
'Cause there's no communication

[Chorus]
I say nothing and laugh it off
'Cause I don't know how to stop
I never thought I could hold myself up
Maybe I can't
I thought nothing could go wrong
Until I lost all the friends who saw
I should've kept it to myself and played along