Yellow

At time like this is when I miss my bitch
Sit and reminisce
Never disrespect you quick you too legit
I'm in the bottom sliding high and gliding
Man I swear I hope I fucking find you
Drowning bleach within my eyelids
See, this is what I get
For fucking with your heart
Instead of putting you through
All this nonsense
Labels wanna sign me now when
They said I wouldn't amount to shit
Now how I'm 18 and fucking
Groupies in hoopties when
I was broke as fuck in my momma's crib
Doing this oh so nonchalant
Doing drugs in apartment beds
So profound we off this shit but back to you
I'm staring at the man up in the
Mirror but I couldn't see him
We clear that I'm clearly lonely
And sittin' you clearly know me
You get it but where my conscious at?
Where was you when I overdosed
Nearly catchin' a heart attack
Lowkey I be off Percocets
Just to numb all them bitches
Just to see all them living this
Hate this life how I'm living it
Mom's Jehovah Witnesses
Pops ain't never seeing him
Clout I never cared for it

And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Or maybe the lean in my
Left kidney inside of me
Ay, fuck that nigga, fuck that nigga
Fuck you, Isaiah, ay ay, fuck that
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Or probably this lean in
My left kidney inside fuck that nigga
Ay, fuck that man in the mirror
And fuck Isaiah who is you
Fuck that man in the mirror
Like fuck Isaiah who is you

And now it kills me inside
But I stay quiet I can croft the sadness
As long as you happy I'm vibin' as
Long as you smilin' I'm breathin'
And I know I can't be your keeper
But these secrets they just like slit skin
Throw alcohol on in my gash when you clean it
I'm scheming for riches no disrespect
But you my bitch
I disrespect the cash made quick shit
I just love you till the end
Until the world falls and we burn
In a deep hell and abyss and from the devil
I hope you love my potion just get a lick
Give me chances within' the candle to
Spark it and get it lit
But like fuck it you had to dip
And in the end, i look like a bitch cause
I couldn't love you legit in the end
I look like a bitch cause
I couldn't love you legit fuck

And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Or maybe the lean in my
Left kidney inside of me
Ay, fuck that nigga, fuck that nigga
Fuck you, Isaiah, ay ay, fuck that
And if I die just know that shit was my pride
Or probably this lean in
My left kidney inside fuck that nigga
Ay, fuck that man in the mirror
And fuck Isaiah who is you
Fuck that man in the mirror
Like fuck Isaiah who is you