Never Know Quite Why

Your impressions
And obsessions
Are leading me down a path undesired

Your delivery
Is so deceiving
In every moment that I fake to feel fine

It’s a matter
Of a opinion
The way you quiver take a drag from your cigarette

My conjecture
Of your decisions
To feel this man
I never wanted to

Wade in your faded memories
Keeps me weighted
Down in darkness
Waiting for you

Come every
Thousand hours
My heart begins to pour
You’ll never know quite why I’m sure

Your deception
It manifests in
A darkness I can never come to know

It’s like a hostage
Situation
Negotiating and debating every word

Opposing forces
A different wavelength
Infatuation that was never meant to be
Love just a relic
I couldn’t help it
Am I at fault for this never feeling right

Unwilling
Tearing at the
Fabric of our
Mutual understanding

Come every
Thousand hours
My heart begins to pour
You’ll never know quite why I’m sure