It is what it is

I'm In denial, the parties over, it is what it is
All I know is the recovery hurts gone hurt like a bitch
I'm lighting up my heart for anyone to take a hit
I'm in the ocean, mixing potions, just to relax a bit
Tragic
Giving my life a balance
Giving no fucks, no malice
I'm having conversations with some people from the past
Driving a hard bargain,Then expecting a crash
I apologize for my ass, assuming that the shit I did would last
We hurt and laugh and I say
It is what it is what it is and
They say you get it how you live
I freeze while being confident and shit but
I realized Maybe I'm pushing this shit to quick and
Then I realize like maybe, I should back track with this
Retrace my steps where I begin
Go through the times and see how it all ends and
That's how maybe
I might be able to live again, I don't know
It is what it is
Yo