Dissapoint

Just one more time
For the sake of sanity
Tell me why
Explaiin the gravity
That drove you to this
That brought you to this place
That pushed you down
Into the souls embrace
Give me the chance
I was denied
To sit and talk with you for one last time

Did I dissapoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore and watch you as you drown?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried deep inside of you

I can't forget
Having to see
The words that knocked the wind out of me
It's not enough
I've come undone
Trying to find sense where there is none
Just give me peace
You owe me that
To help ward off the fears I must combat

Did I dissapoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore and watch you as you drown?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried deep inside of you

"Do you believe in the nobility of suicide?"

"No"

And so I ask
For one more chance
To understand this sensless circumstance
Help me to see
This through your eyes
The reasons I've been trying to surmise
Though you are gone
I am still your son
Though your pain is over mine has just begun

Did I dissapoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore and watch you as you drown?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried deep inside of you