Crying At Home

I'm on my couch again I think I fucked up
I made my loved ones cry now i'm looking for drugs
I wanna take the pills till I don't know myself
And if I OD then i'll see you in hell

Ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
Woke up with no appetite another missed meal
I'm on my own in my room i'm in love with crying at home

They say they care for me but I wish they were lying
Because when I take my drugs i'll be dreaming of dying
And yeah I made my momma cry
It won't be the last time
And my family really loves me wish they didn't cuz i'm ready to die

I'm on my couch again I think I fucked up
I made my loved ones cry now i'm looking for drugs
I wanna take the pills till I don't know myself
And if I OD then i'll see you in hell

Ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
Woke up with no appetite another missed meal
I'm on my own in my room i'm in love with crying at home

They say they care for me but I wish they were lying
Because when I take my drugs i'll be dreaming of dying
And yeah I made my momma cry
It won't be the last time
And my family really loves me wish they didn't cuz i'm ready to die