Lessons

I'm sorry mum
For all the nights that you cried
And I'm sorry dad
I ain't the son that you had in mind
I'm In a dark tunnel
Tryna find the end of the light
You said you had my back bro
But now you ain't by my side
Fake ones they be folding
It's just proving me right
That the real ones are harder to find
I was in the bando everyday
Doing shifts all night
There weren't nothing in the fridge
I had to make things right
So I had to hit the roads
Link fiends and get notes
One time I was slipping
Feds took the whole load
I can put it on my mother's
These roads ain't a joke
One day you get your money up
The next day you don't
I can tell you bout losses
My brudda yeah I've took a few
Went to link a 2 on 2
End up in an interview
Straight no comment
Now the Jakes tryna find a clue
I just wanna make it out
But no one's tryna see me through

I just wanna make it out
But no one's tryna see me through
Sick of everybody
Always hating on the things I do
One day I be out the game
The next day I be choppin food
Bound to get arrested
But what else am I supposed to do

No one's tryna see me through
No one's tryna see me shine
I can bet my life
When I'm on top
Your gonna see me fine
Bro we ain't the same
You couldn't step
A day in my nikes
Two different people
Plus brudda you just not my size
Had enough of hearing lies
Had enough of hearing guys
Claiming that they on me
But they run when I see them live
Can't be out here all my life
Really gotta do it right
Point me where I'm wrong
So I know what I'm doing right
Where am I going wrong
Just point me in the right direction
Demons in my head
Plus all the second guessing
I can't talk about my feelings
I find words then forget them
When I said I love you girl
I hope you know I meant it
I don't get shit off my chest
Not unless I'm bench pressing
I'm Smoking all this pain away
It helps with the stressing
It's been puddles full of pain
Throughout my whole adolescence
Life's got me on my toes
But I'm still learning from my lessons

I'm still learning
From my lessons though
Made a few mistakes
But this life is just a test you know
I used to get in trouble
For the lessons that I didn't go
Now I count my blessing
Rope them in just like a rodeo

I'm still learning
From my lessons though
Made a few mistakes
But this life is just
A test you know
I used to get in trouble
For the lessons that I didn't go
Now I count my blessing
Rope them in just like a rodeo

I'm still learning
From my lessons though
Made a few mistakes
But this life is just
A test you know
I used to get in trouble
For the lessons that I didn't go
Now I count my blessing
Rope them in just like a rodeo