Uphill Both Ways

Everytime I try to read between the lines
I'm left wondering what I did so wrong
Everytime I try, try to rationalize
When everyone went wrong why didn't we die?
Everytime I think about what it would be like

Without all the things you give to me
All these thoughts keep running through my head
Nothing to believe
Look back find the things I lost

There's nothing left there so it seems
Up hill both ways
Nothing left to say
I don't know how I made it this far

I don't know how I made it last this long
I don't know why I try
All these things keeps going through my head
Don't know which way to turn

Each path goes up hill both ways
Nothing but dust
Since I learned, up hill both ways
Nothing left to say

I don't know how I made it this far
I don't know how I made it last this long
I don't know why I try
Up hill both ways

Nothing left to do now
I don't want nothing today