The Hole

There's a hole in me now
I can't take it anymore
Nothing I could fill it with
Everything I tried so far
Didn't work as supposed
The emptyness just stays
In that hole like forever
And the fear is coming through
And the pain is getting more
I can't hold it back, too strong
And it's getting more diffuse
Then it's fading just away
To make place for the bleak sad world
That's all surrounding me
Taking all my energy
To waste it all again just everywhere