First Place

I know I’m not the easiest to love
I thought I would at least be worth a shot
Instead, you gave up on me two months in ‘Cause my flaws were too hard to deal with

Did you even love me in the first place, in the first place?
If you did we wouldn’t be in this place, in this place
I wouldn’t be here trying to say
I’m sorry for parts of me
Did you even love me in the first place, in the first place?

I know I jump into things too fast
I thought I could trust you right off the bat
Instead, you turned my vulnerability against me
And tore apart the heart from my sleeve

Did you even love me in the first place, in the first place?
If you did we wouldn’t be in this place, in this place
I wouldn’t be here trying to say
I’m sorry for parts of me
Did you even love me in the first place, in the first place?