I only go south

Cold light in my lungs
Doesn't hurt too much
I wish there was, something to cut this tension because
My head's filled up, I'm overcome
Yeah

Wouldn't you like it if I loved you?
Wouldn't you like it if I had to?
Sending me pictures from your bedroom
Won't look at my phone in case I fall through

There's something inside my eyes
I'll change till I feel alright
Fall into myself at night, hm
I guess that I'm out of time
Get bored and make up a new life
Get better whenever I try, hm

Cold words on my tongue
They could hurt someone
Yeah
I'd never run, this isn't fun, this competition
I'm all messed up

Wouldn't you like it if I loved you?
Wouldn't you like it if I had to?
Sending me pictures from your bedroom
Won't look at my phone in case I fall through

There's something inside my eyes
I'll change till I feel alright
Fall into myself at night, hm
I guess that I'm out of time
Get bored and make up a new life
Get better whenever I try, hm