Fighting Pain
(Drum Dummie)
Yeah
Ayy, I been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started makin' money, everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fuckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck what I'm goin' through, I be smilin', but I'm steady fightin' pain (fightin' pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (through the rain)
Niggas clipped my brothers, I swear my feelings changed (changed)
Ever since June 5th I swear my life ain't been the same (oh)
My mind in the drought and my body full of scars
Whilst everybody was doubtin' me, you ain't think I was gon' make it far
Ain't none of the shit was easy but you know I had it hard
I put all of myself in a dark place, even though I ain't good
I tell 'em mama straight
Moment of silence when I speak (when I speak, ayy)
I voiced my pain from the streets (fuck it)
Hard ass lil' boy, I'm just a child from the streets (I'm from the streets)
My daddy wasn't home, so mammy and block raised me (raised me)
I open my third eye (third eye)
And on my mind is murda (murda)
And you still don't get it
I was born in this shit I ain't have time to pick and choose
I had to rob me some niggas, I tied 'em and beat up shoes
I was in the trap, y'all was in school (what?)
I miss the time when we was all in (all in)
They all went left, I started ballin' (started ballin')
Locked in that cell I was starvin'
Ain't picked me up when I was fallin'
And everybody turned against me
Ayy, I been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started makin' money, everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fuckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck what I'm goin' through, I be smilin', but I'm steady fightin' pain (fightin' pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (through the rain)
Niggas clipped my brothers, I swear my feelings changed (changed)
Ever since June 5th I swear my life ain't been the same (oh)
I'm steady reminiscin' 'bout it all ('bout it all)
For every rat in the world I'm screamin' fuck all of y'all (fuck all you niggas)
You tellin' on your day one, I can't respect it (can't respect it)
What type of nigga would I be if I ain't check it? (I gotta check it)
But fuck it, I got so much shit up on my plate
I looked out for so many niggas who ain't even see if I was straight
I supplied everythin' at the table, I ain't make sure that I ate
My love turnin' into hate
My grass still full of snakes, nobody real I'm tired of fakes
Royal ass nigga, know I miss you my nigga
Even though he called you home, I'm still with you my nigga
I think about you all day, I'm sheddin' tears for you brother
Won't let nobody disrespect, I still'll kill for you brother
Ayy, I been tryna dream big but nobody seem to see the picture
I started makin' money, everybody say I'm actin' different
I was down on my dick, broke as fuck, nobody was fuckin' with me
I started servin' on that corner, told myself I had to go and get it
Fuck what I'm goin' through, I be smilin', but I'm steady fightin' pain (fightin' pain)
I'm steady walkin' through the rain (through the rain)
Niggas clipped my brothers, I swear my feelings changed (changed)
Ever since June 5th I swear my life ain't been the same (oh)
My mind in the drought and my body full of scars
Whilst everybody was doubtin' me, you ain't think I was gon' make it far
Ain't none of the shit was easy but you know I had it hard
I put all of myself in a dark place, even though I ain't good
I tell 'em mama straight