Heartache

(Keem, you wrong for that one)
(Damn, Jam, this shit a vibe)

I don't wanna fight anymore
I just had time to think, like, what we fighting for?
I don't cherish nothing special, things I ignore
Feel so helpless in this world (DJ Shab, fool)
I walk straight out of the door
Take my canoe in the water and I paddle away
I don't fit in on this Earth, I feel so out of place
I lost my auntie the other day, I been losing faith
Been tryna fight to hold my tears, but I been crying all day

We been at this for a while, I still don't know what we are
I been battling with my feelings, still emotionally scarred
I done walked eight miles, can't wait like a U-Haul
Wanna give up 'cause I'm so damaged but I made it this far
If your vision at my blindside
They see me happy, they don't see my downside
Still call for my brother when the sun rise (ayy, 2x)
Watch Ed have a heart attack, I'm traumatized
I'm the leader of the pack, sometimes I don't know what I'm doing
I hope my bitch being faithful 'cause I know who she screwing
Gambling with my dollars to my lullabies
I don't think loyalty exists, been crossed so many times

I don't wanna fight anymore
I just had time to think, like, what we fighting for?
I don't cherish nothing special, things I ignore
Feel so helpless in this world, I walk straight out of the door
Take my canoe in the water and I paddle away
I don't fit in on this Earth, I feel so out of place
I lost my auntie the other day, I been losing faith
Been tryna fight to hold my tears, but I been crying all day

My auntie Tyra need a kidney
I'm taking it hard but she still with me
I'm alone in Houston without Whitney
Fighting depression, I'm so dizzy, whoa
Reaching out for comfort, no one to grab my hand
They had a shot for happiness but I ain't have a chance
Can't take back the time, no need to press rewind
Granddad got killed by his wife, hard for me to give my heart to a bitch
Tryna take me out the streets but I'm the heart of this shit

I don't wanna fight anymore
I just had time to think, like, what we fighting for?
I don't cherish nothing special, things I ignore
Feel so helpless in this world, I walk straight out of the door
Take my canoe in the water and I paddle away
I don't fit in on this Earth, I feel so out of place
I lost my auntie the other day, I been losing faith
Been tryna fight to hold my tears, but I been crying all day