thoughts inside my head

All I wanna do is feel emotion
Thoughts inside my head
But they always go unspoken

Pointing fingers at me
Like you're tryna catch me
You can tell
By the way that I act right now
That something wrong is happening
And so you take advantage
I'll watch you leave me stranded
And then my heart is on the floor without a single bandage

You tell me I'm not worth it
Tellin' me I don't deserve it
You enjoy it when I'm hurting
You wanna see me when I'm nervous
I'm done
All I wanna do is feel e-

I'll admit it gets me
When my glass is half full but it's looking pretty empty
I'll admit it gets me
Looking fine I'm alright curtains close day to night like
Ooh I know you feel so accomplished
Messing with my mind it's toxic
Tired of the weight can you stop it
Leave a message at the tone calls dropping

All I wanna do is feel e-

Messing with my mind
Now I'm fine let me write it out
Took a little time, all the time
Now I'm falling out
Look me in my eyes
It's a sign
Somethings different now
Somethings different now
Yeah yeah yeah
Messing with my mind
Now I'm fine let me write it out
Took a little time, all the time
Now I'm falling out
Look me in my eyes
It's a sign
Somethings different now
Somethings different now
Right now I feel emotion
I was broken
Thoughts inside my head are drowning in the ocean
Door's open
It's devotion
Look me in my eyes and tell me if you notice
Now I feel emotion

All I wanna do is feel emotion
(Everything drops out and I'm like)