Dark Side

And this is what it feels like
To be left on the dark side
On the dark side of the moon
Where no light shall enter
When it feels like you give your all
Everything you have but
It's still never enough
And something just always goes wrong
Something always in the way
You and me was really like forever
But nothing ever really last forever
Thought that you could change me
Can't nobody save me
Give me time and I could get my shit together
Or maybe you could find somebody better
And we ain't spoke in days please baby don't erase me
No money in my wallet I was that poor
And you still got me anything I ask for
Too caught in my ways all the promises I made
And you saw right through it like a backboard
How a love life turn to a part tide
Now I'm stuck right here on the dark side
While the only one I could ever trust doesn't seem to give a fuck
And ahhhh
Tell me am I out my mind is it wrong
If I only think about you on the times when you gone
I could write about all of the times I took you for granted
But nobody really want to hear a nine minute song
Parking in the whip turn the car lights off
You'd be worried sick if you saw my thoughts
Looking in ya eyes saw all my flaws
So it's no surprise that it's all my fault
Calling my bluff for the thousandth time
If it's love then how come the fuck that I
Only come around every once in a while
Never stay just get me a nut then I bounce
While you stuck in the house spent months on the go
With no clue as to when the fuck I'm coming home
You was irking for a hike in rehearsing for a show
Wouldn't know me if it wasn't for these verses in a song
Always treat it like you need me
Turns out it's the other way around
And I'm trying not to trip
Drinking while I'm driving know I need to get a grip
Almost hit a car while I was looking at ya pics
Won't be too much longer 'fore I end up in a ditch
I might just try it just to see if you would show up to the funeral
If I died tonight I might die tonight