This Insane - Old Version

You can tell me all day
That I'm crazy
I won't understand you
My vision's too hazy
I sit on the couch all day
I still don't feel lazy
To shorten the relationship
It's only fifty days deep
Can we make sure that you never leave me?
Let's be completely loyal
Won't have to deceive me
And when I tell you something
I think you'll believe me
Isn't that a crazy thing?
It just always seems to beat me

Tell me who's to blame
Can you, handle the pain?
Does it feel the same
The same inside your brain
Being this insane
Like I'm playing game
Inside of your head
Am I dead already?
Tell me, are we really ready?
Always recording
Call me iCarly Freddy
And we're steady
Standing on our two feet
I've got no movement
Cos' I got no defeat

I've always wondered why you wanna sound like that
Always acting tough and being loud like that
I'm not tryna' win you back
Just like that
Pain and despair
We're all feeling bad!
Pain and despair is a domino effect
Pain and despair
Is it really hard to get?
I've said this before
And I'll say it all again
I'll get it in your head
Until there is nothing left
Lies and deceit and I've said it all again
I just cannot end up in being one of your friends
I've gone through the pain
Now when is it gonna end?
I keep pushing you away just to get out of my head

Tell me who's to blame
Can you, handle the pain?
Does it feel the same
The same inside your brain

I can't handle the pain
A couple doses away
Another sharp u-turn
From using the blade
I can't lose you
Change what I'm going through
Another couple moments
Till' my brain is my opponent
You're a sharp knife
And you changed my life
I don't know what to do I always seem to kinda lose
And you never really seem to lose
So tell me, tell me
Who I'm gonna lose

Tell me who's to blame
Can you, handle the pain?
Does it feel the same
The same inside your brain
Being this insane
Like I'm playing game
Inside of your head
Am I dead already?
Tell me, are we really ready?
Always recording
Call me iCarly Freddy
And we're steady
Standing on our two feet
I've got no movement
Cos' I got no defeat