empty house

Been dreading to see her face
All the way since 2006
When I die,
People will grieve over me in 2000 pics
Will any of them think about visiting,
Buried in bricks?
I can't let that happen,
I'm paranoid, don't take those pills
People go on and on through their lives,
Don't take time to exist
Wrapped up in their own world,
I rap bout the world in which I live
She's my grim reaper,
I can't fall asleep, look at my wrist
It's four in the morning,
Tell me all your lies, I'll say my sins
They tell me, "Zephyr, you're different",
"You gonna make it up one day"
While I just want to take distance,
All of them, just go away
I know it's not me that's talking,
It's her that's fucking my brain
I'll listen to them, so I'll put bouquets of insults on your grave

This has lasted for too long,
You're really fucking up my frame
Won't cry over spilled tea, Oo-long,
New magic wand, then it's game
You're just in my head,
So I write about you, I sound insane
You're like pixie dust, where is my mind, I lost it on the way
Yeah, the chemistry has gone to shit,
I can't even talk about it, it's as if my tongue's been slit
Yeah, I didn't hear the cry for help,
Empty house with all the lights on, no one's home in my jail cell

Tell me why you love me again,
I'm lost somewhere, I can't begin
Tell me why you love me again
How did I get in this predicament?
I know that asking for help
Won't do shit, no
But how am I supposed
To tell them then?
I hope to see the dawn again