mess of mind
Abigail Silvis
I close myself in my room
I don't wanna be seen
Is it me or just another
Maladaptive daydream?
When I go to the forest
Spirit unfolds me
I really need a new test
Of this perceived reality
Every night, I'm shaking
Avoiding my sleep state, and aching
So I'll continue overthinking
After all, it's what I'm best at
Solitude does bless and curse me
My mind obstructs my own path
Stuck in my head,
I fear this is all I've got
(Swallow my guilt, cough it up)
The mind makes a mess,
Submerge me deep in the rot
(I'm losing it)
Stuck in my head,
I've seen way too much of this
(Crawl into the depths, reveal me)
Suppressing sobs in bed,
I've had enough of this shit
(I'm losing it)
Rewiring my self doubt
Too ashamed to look
Down
Walking with my eyes closed
Straight into the
Unknown