Clarity

[Verse]
I had this dough, I guess I blew it
Looking at my past, I've been naïve, I guess I knew it
Nowadays these niggas talking shit but they ain't do it
Driving through my life, a barricade? I'm smashing through it
Niggas talking 'bout me, is he on it? Did he do it?
Used to be a come-up, haters said I'll never do it
And cancer hit my mama but thank God she made it through it
So disrespect my mum and I'll make sure my niggas shoot it
Seven brothers in my family and I'mma say 'em
Danny's on a madness, if they hit him then he'll spray 'em
I know he's got some feelings but he doesn't wanna say 'em
And ladies get the treatment, he don't love 'em, he just play 'em
Mickey's always there for me, he got me when I need him
Took me in and fed me when I needed place to sleep in
Taught me going OT in the drums that we could creep in
Smartest of the lot but man, he's fully on the beefing
Marky's been in can so many years but yeah, we love him
Humble on the regular but he's still kind of thugging
Wavy off the yak or ammo haze what he be bunning
And he be from the South but up in West where he be running
Asher, man, I love him, he been on it from beginning
Used to take me out and always handed man a bringing
Hit me up with water bombs and showed me 'bout the swinging
So if I ever blow, my bro, just know your phone I'm ringing
Jamie's always been the one I thought was just the hardest
He taught me how to spit and used to hold me down regardless
Picked me up from school and let me know just what his [?] is
So really, fam, actually the one who made me start this
Lids, my little brother, man, we used to find it funny
Nagged my Auntie Helen and my dad to get some money
He's from North and I don't really get to see him
But hope he knows no matter what, he'll always be my buddy
My little bro's a legend cause he's keeping up his studies
I hope he knows the things I do, I do just for the money
Some niggas mock the hustle but I never find it funny
Cause I just want a life for my own brother and my mummy
Ets and Amm Amm still be in my crib, we getting faded
Dem two move correct, I've never seen them niggas raided
Steady mashing guala so some other niggas hate it
They're the type if they've got blocks of cheese, they're gonna grate it
Jay's still on his shotting, man, I hope he's gonna make it
Zuu here's stopped the crime becuh it's sinful and I rate it
Bills is working hard and tryna change up for the better
But if I get in drama, he'll be straight out with the wetter
Jazz is still there, John and Abz are up in uni
Ands is getting good, he'll soon be mastering the studi
Nat was with a couple man just tryna bang a movie
While I was sitting in the cell cause stupid piglets wanna do me
Looking at my pagans and just how they wanna do me
Then looking at my stack and thinking "I could buy an Uzi"
But then I think of music and support that I be getting
And maybe I could make it, that's the way I should be stepping
I start off with a shower, then go and throw on the 'Manis
I used to wear a tag, now I'm scheming in niggas' Carti
Looking at a blondie, I brought her back from the party
Tell her go and get her clothes on, I'm getting bored of her 'nani
Step out of my drum and my Jordans are looking arty
On the road, you niggas be singing like you're Ashanti
Real niggas waving off Henny so fuck BACARDí
And disrespect my niggas, we'll shoot it off like Cavani
Always got my eye on my paper, illuminati
In the scene, I wanna be mayor like Juliani
Linking chicks, I switch from Armani into Cavalli
And never could you take me for work or I'm moving bossy
Major in this ting, you could say that I'm moving Sharky
My cousin's nigga Martin be anti, we call him Marty
Lighty but I'm dark, they be calling a nigga darkie
And I tell 'em that they're hard but in realness, I'm being sarky

[Outro]
I'm lying, you fucking pussy niggas
Trust me
Looney
Let's get it
Boom boom