Win & Lose
I guess its really that you win some and lose some
I been tryna stand tall
But I been through some
I been tryna keep my head above the water man
But if I don't learn to swim
Im going under
Damn
I been taking all these L’s
Tryna make a name
I should turn em into lesson's
Maybe a learn a thing
Need start counting my blessings
Gotta thank the Lord
Been breathing 18 years I gotta thank him for it
Next I gotta get depression out my mind man
Kinda killer that won't even leave a sign man
No evidence
But evidently
Im a resident
Of somewhere that I never be
Confusion in my mind
I swear anxiety is killing me
Now STOP IT
And tell me what is it you profit
From seeing me destruct
Disrupting everything in silence
I promise
To always fight you back when you come
But you been winning every round
I swear im never enough
And I just do not understand it
I swear I do not understand it
But
I guess you win some and lose some
Standing 10 feet tall
And it ain’t doing none
If I gave up on this fight
Am I losing you
Come on person in the mirror
Tell me what to do
Just tell me what to do
Trust
Trust
Trust
What
Why
Trust is exactly the reason why a I don't sleep at night
And when you loving with a passion , at times it's gone make you cry
You gone look up in the mirror with them tear in your eyes you gone question why
Transition to the floor looking at the sky
Asking God if it's a lie
Feelin like you won't survive
Thinkin that you lost ya mind
Moving like your lost in time
Wishin that you could rewind
Can't see the truth because you're blind
Fuck
Excuse my english but I mean it
And so ima speak it
Battling depression and anxiety
Them are my demons
My inner thoughts taunt me tell me I ain't got no reason
Then I talk to God and he telling me that I have a meaning
But have you ever had the feeling of being so lost
I’m talkin bout yo mind so far gone you can’t tether the thoughts
Lost my footing on the bike now I can't peddle across
That line of happiness , break the tape
And wait for applause
It’ll be a dream come true
To see a happy June
My time is ticking fast it better happen soon
When my momma swept my foot i knew shoulda spat the broom
Cause now I feel like my life is just a tragic doom
Guess you win some and lose some
Guess you win some and lose some
Shit can I win some
Maybe