5 Year Old Job

I can't see
I can't breathe
I can't eat
I'm pissing on myself and
I just bleed
I can't scream
Might just be
A vision of hell
Since birth
Felt the curse
I can't verbalize a prayer and I can't read me a verse
Just pull the plug nurse, I'm only getting worse
I don't got any worth
Avery just a slave of Satan, less than human chemo payments
Make a wish and home invasions
ICU new rooms are vacant
Sisters begging me to wake up, I can't say shit
On some "make it through the day" shit
Can't view a star to wish upon
My intuition it always do me wrong
I can't even keep Him calm
I can't even reach a cross
I can't even cry no more
Hear the papers saying I'm so strong
I didn't choose to be
Don't know what to believe
Trapped inside a dream
Asleep can't take my pills
Five years old I can't even read my fucking will
End my suffering fuck wishing me well
Pray for me I hope you will
Pray for me I hope you will
He's awake
He's awake