Peace Now

2:15
Last breath and I'm screaming
Knowing Heaven gained an Angel and I gained more demons
I'm out with these heathens
Sinning no reason
Declining your calls when you were out reaching
I ain't no preacher
Just swiping Mom's Visa
Releasing this EP receiving more peace yeah
Hoping I took a piece of you with me
Looking for a higher love like I am Whitney
Loved me when I was Britney
That shaved head brought great stress
Prayed for me all night Grandma you ain't rest
Assure you I got the last ticket on Southwest
Seeing you in that bed I was more than a mess
I didn't wanna say goodbye
Didn't even send you my Christmas list so who the fuck am I
Did all I could?
That shit is such a lie
At least I got to see you well into July
Writing this verse my eyes they are not dry
Gifted the name Avery so I hope your kindness tied
20 years of blessing fit between that A and Y
So I hope you leave behind some unity between you and me
Find some peace
At least you at peace now
Hope you find peace now
Hope you're in peace now
Hope you've found peace now
Boutta turn in the project, told em add another verse
Cuz this grief process ain't exactly what I rehearsed
And I
Saw the hearse
Then I
Saw the dirt
Then I
Watched them return your body to the earth
Inadvertently hurting the people who's impact it worsened
Everybody pointing fingers saying they deserved it
Boutta slap the gums outta everybody like I'm Mr. Perfect
Working
Working
We working on everything
In the last 365, seen a couple wedding rings
A couple "thanks for everything's"
Crazy what revelations death can bring
Cuz I tell you around that bed, nobody fought
Even words left unsaid, everybody thought
About what they could've done better over the last beats of your heart
Wishing they could go back to the start
More "thanks Mom's"
More L bombs
Sucks we'll only be better now that you're gone
Told you you didn't have to hold on
But we'll hang on
We'll hang on
We'll hang on
We'll hang onto
Every beep of the machine
Lisa's be there in 15's
New connections that you bring
Every monarch that we see
Every trial we succeed
Every praise that we sing
Knowing we all here on a lease
Hoping we can find peace
At least you at peace now
Hope you find peace now
Hope you're in peace now
Hope you've found peace now