I Still Don’t Realize

Try to sleep in my car
Dad's gone, he left me in parts
I don't know if he's going to return
No one more than myself
Collect my thoughts and forgive it
Guess I'm not a good one
2 a.m. and I'm still awake
Since the moment he left me with no key
Thoughts have flooded vacant minds
I still don't realize
I need to take a new start
So diverged from the dreams I had in my head
I don't recognize myself
I think like a man whose future is passed him
My mind is sick and empty I know
I seek the way I'd better go
Lies they bring nothing at all
So kill your fears and your ghosts
Time to free your soul
I've got some problems and I want to cry
I know too well we're short on time
Why do we have to live and try to work until night
When we know that we all die?
I still don't realize
I need to take a new start
So diverged from the dreams I had in my head
I don't recognize myself
I think like a man whose future is passed him
Now I think I realize
I need to take a new start
I'm not that far from the dreams I had in my head
I will recognize myself
I won't think like a man whose future is passed him
It'll all be good