WIDE AWAKE

I was alone
3am and wide awake in my bed
I could hardly breathe
I was in my head

I was afraid
That maybe something that I said that day
Could be the end of it all for me
I was in my head

I feel I've lost my hope
This fear is getting old

I was in my way
It was something I said
I just wanna grow and let go
Of these ghosts
That have been keeping me awake
In my bed
Keeping me awake

Lately I'm blaming
When I should be changing my heart and my mind
I try to erase but I can't replace
These memories of you
And I

Most of it all will crumble and fall
But not these memories
We'll wither away but nothing can change
These memories of you
And I

I was in my way
It was something I said
I just wanna grow and let go
Of these ghosts
That have been keeping me awake
In my bed
Keeping me awake

And I know the things I say
Will come with a price that I must pay
Despite all of the scars I hope you'll stay
And let me prove myself

I've been digging deep inside
To forgive my inner child who's lost his light
Because of you I've found the strength to fight
You helped me find myself

I was in my way
It was something I said
I just wanna grow and let go
Of these ghosts
That have been keeping me awake
In my bed
Keeping me awake

I'll the take the fall for my faults
And we'll find ourselves in harmony
So I can let go of these ghosts
That have been keeping me awake
In my bed
Keeping me awake

I was in my way