Feel This Lonely

I'm trying to find it and fight it again
I'm trying to find a way to
Feel like a knight when the timing is right
Burn it all to grey
'til we're dying like the ashes again
I'm a child who ran out of matches again
I set it out a fire just to keep

I'm trying to find a way to light it again
When the timing is right then it all ignites

I set it on fire just to keep you warm
I put it like a wire in a thunderstorm
And I can't be your one and only
'Cause I look too good to feel this lonely
I feel it and
And I can't be your one and only
'Cause I look too good to feel this lonely

Painfully it is easier to be so mean?
I can't control
With you, I wouldn't lose my temper
I tried to keep it all together