Trying To Live

Everywhere i go people wanna gob off at me
Dismiss me so quickly for my quirks and my oddities
If they would listen for a minute they would stop and see
My lyrics paint a scene as vivid as greek pottery
The Baroness with the twisted psychology
For a hobby i antagonise authority
Just to break up this soul-crushing monotony
Of all of my sorrows and my day-to-day problems see
Ever since birth misfortune and poverty
Have stalked me everywhere that i've been and they've followed me
Its got to me, turned me bitter like olive leaves
And really in all honesty thats not the way i wanna be
As a kid i was quiet mouth shut making not a peep
And all the other children hated me like brocolli
I kept to myself and i still got in a lot of beef
So i started writing poetry to never let it bother me
Back then i dreamt i would work in pathology
But as i got older it seems like i forgot my dreams
I picked up convictions my morals got lost at sea
I got into music and drugs and started rocking beats
I'm glad that i did cos if not im sure that probably
Right now id be out dropping bodies like Lockerbie
Spilling your blood everywhere like a horror scene
Maybe somethings wrong with me cos i don't make appologies cos

So take this as a warning, do not irritate me
I will torture you like my name is Ian Brady
I won't kill you when i'm done i'll sell you off into slavery
These human traffickers will ship you halfway to Haiti
Best part is when those traffickers pay me
You'll be out my hair feeling miserable daily
There hasn't been a murder and the victim went Swayze
So if they investigate, the police won't detain me
The Baroness is not a typical lady
Im personified stress thats why my skin is all veiny
And im just waiting here for someone to frustrate me
So ill make them my bitch and tape it as they scream
Some fucked up shit goes on in my day dreams
But look at my life how the fuck can you blame me
I grew up without parents the care system raised me
So im just the way that their system made me
Medium secure psych wards can't contain me
They couldn't fix me, i redefine crazy
But i channel it all into lyrics and make beats
Cos thats the only way to get it out of me safely
Otherwise i'd be acting unsavoury
Stomp in your ribs till they crumble like pastry
Leaving your spine all mishapen and wavy
Be thankful this music is here for your safety cos

So if you still can't get what im saying by the third verse
Let me be blunt, your opinion is worthless
We're all born into this world without a single purpose
So i'll do what i like for as long as this earth turns
All i wanna do is write poems like Wordsworth
But no one ever listens cos its all ridden with curse words
Thats just how i talk, i think in the first person
Being honest, dropping real shit on you like bird turds
Youll find i got the most psychotic mind that you've heard of
But when i'm on the mic i slice through rhymes like a surgeon
And i been doing this ever since i first learned verbs
And i won't ever quit id rather end up in a hearse first
The people i grew up with were all locked up for murders
And my birth mother is a drug addicted pervert
So no matter what i do in life it always could have turned worse
But whatever man, in the end we're all food for the earth worms

I dont give a shit about anything you think
I am not here to please pricks
I am just trying to live i said
I dont give a shit about anything you think
I am not here to please pricks
I am just trying to live
I am on a ton of phet
I am fucked up in the head
Or some words to that effect
I am too insane to care
When i'm picking up the pen
I intend to cause offense
To retarded cunts out there
Cos its my favourite way to vent

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