I Wanted To Be Love

I know the pain
Because I know
What I am made of
Being prepared for everything
But what's important
I get the chills, a quiverer
A common coward
Counting the quills upon my back
Right after I get up

And I am no King, I got no throne
When I was really born I died alone
What I have is a phone in my hand
I understand
I'll pretend to bend

Cuz hell I wanted to be Love
I wanted to be justice
I wanted to be the fury divine
But I'm a blind-man
I lost my senses

Tinkering with my heart
Was aiming for the stars
Now most of you, of everything
Feels less important
The power to compress the vibe
It's mostly vocals
No content just empty space
All complaints

Cuz hell I wanted to be Love
I wanted to be justice
I wanted to be the fury divine
But I'm a blind-man, crossing lines
And now I wanna get scary
I wanna feel really mean
I owe it to the pain that I'm made of
The only part left of me

The perfect meeting with the bitter end
The bitter end, the bitter end
It's like I'm never gonna do it again
Do it again, do it again
I'm not an endless power charger
I'm more like a sunken overdrive

Cuz hell I wanted to be Love
I wanted to be justice
I wanted to be the fury divine
But I'm a blind-man, crossing lines
And now I wanna get scary
I wanna feel really mean
I owe it to the pain that I'm made of
The only part left of me
The only part left of me