Wann wurde das Lied “Lesley” von Dave veröffentlicht?

Das Lied Lesley wurde im Jahr 2019, auf dem Album “Psychodrama” veröffentlicht.

Lesley

Q: Wer hat das Lied “Lesley” von Dave komponiert?

Das Lied “Lesley” von Dave wurde von David Orobosa Omoregie, Fraser Lance Thorneycroft Smith, James John Napier, Maggie Eckford komponiert.

David Orobosa Omoregie, Fraser Lance Thorneycroft Smith, James John Napier, Maggie Eckford

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Look
They say the universe, it works in a strange way
And it must be true because, we ain't from the same background or same place
But me and Lesley ended up on that same train
I'm talking everyday, I used to wake up around seven or eight
To catch the 906 from Norbury Station
Two different worlds in the same location and
One day we ended up speaking
And I would talk about college, she would talk about meetings
And how she's planning on leaving
How she hates what she does but she needs it
I asked her what she was doing, it's the weekend
And she said, she said

I don't know myself
I don't know myself no more

She used to be the life of the party for true
And now she going out hardly ever
Her man got her in the yard forever
And her friends wanna help but it's hard to tell her
Hard to let her know that her man's possessive and aggressive
And she can't even see it, but for them it's clear as day, she's in a situation
Her friend Hannah had a man that was manipulative
So, she could see it from a mile off
Turtleneck jumpers, makeup around the eye spots
All the signs were there
But Lesley made it seem a light affair
Said it wasn't right to share
Her boyfriend, he was a mystery man
I didn't know much about him, but he's been in the can
Name's Jason, he's a bad boy with no reasoning
To be honest, I don't know what Les' sees in him
'Cause she's a good girl with a sweet heart
But they've both got demons and a deep past
You know opposites attract, apparently
I never heard her talk about her family ever, uh-uh
He was all that she had
Until they had an argument and he stopped calling her back
And I don't know if there was more to the story than that
'Cause she plays things down but according to that
He went missing one day in the morning he ran
She's doing overtime, struggling affording the flat
'Til she, lost her job it fucked all of her plans
Couldn't pay the rent, borrowing and calling for cash
But Hannah she was there for her, cared for her
When I saw Les' she told me

I don't know myself
I don't know myself no more

Les' saying, "I got nothing to live for
It's been raw, but David, I ain't never been this poor
There's no income, my boyfriend left me
So how the fuck am I going to survive when this kid's born?"
I said, "It's a blessing as mad as it is
And Les', I never even knew you were having a kid"
Bro, she's four months pregnant, young and neglected
Single but I don't think she wants to accept it
So she's still texting ex's trying to get this
Back on track but I don't think that she gets it
It's emotional obsession, clinical depression
Life is a lesson
And you ain't got to sit and cry
And Lesley, living in this gift called life
There's no better gift than the gift of life
So, can you handle it?

I don't know myself
I don't know myself no more

But that changed her perspective
Late in December, her baby's expected to drop
She's accepted, excited, electric, pumped
Only got to wait a few months
Her and Hannah had lunch
Told her she's pregnant
And they're the closest of bredrins
So she didn't stunt to tell her, I think that it's an error
You ain't a mum for a day, you're a mum forever
Whatever, and you and Jason break up whenever
If I'm honest that's something you should have done together
She doesn't know that her and Jason are going out again
And Jason doesn't know that Lesley's carrying a child for them
She had daydreams of settling down with Jason, better 'cause now they're together it's wild
Feeling like she needs to call her friends and tell 'em
'Cause while she's letting him down but most of them are never around
She calls Hannah the next day
Still tryna figure out the best way to tell her that she's getting back together with an ex-flame
So she left her a voicemail
Like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?
I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that
I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back
I used to be so fucking confident
But these days, I swear that-"

I don't know my self
I don't know myself no more

It's 3:30 Lesley was meant to get a scan
But today I think she's going home early
Tryna talk to Jason, tell him 'bout the kid
Addressing any reservations
Have that conversation
Middle of the summer and it's raining
Waiting at the train station
Hella cancellations
So she gets a taxi, sitting in a backseat
Blue jean jacket and a maxi
Actually, tired and her legs are aching
Touched the destination
Way faster than the cab driver's estimation
She put the key in the door
She, couldn't believe what she see on the floor
Some size five trainers, raging
Tears in her eyes, but it's cool 'cause they must be the neighbors
And Jason's in the bedroom fully naked
Lesley running up the stairs but she's making noise
And she can hear Jason's voice
Saying "Hide in the closet"
But he's made his choice
So, she bursts in saying "What kind of person would cheat on his pregnant girlfriend?"
Jason, saying "What the fuck, you're pregnant? What the fuck?
You weren't even gonna tell me, I mean what the fuck?
What do you want from us?
Nah, you ain't in love, you just wanna love"
Lesley telling Jason, "I don't wanna love
I don't want a you and I, I don't want an us
And also, I don't wanna talk loads
One more line before I dash like Morse code"
Open the wardrobe
And Jason's on the edge
"I just wanna see if she was prettier than me, slimmer than me
Maybe your baby's similar to me
Maybe you wanted someone thicker than me, fitter than me
To satisfy you quicker than me
I got your baby in my stomach and you did this to me
What did I ever do to you for you to finish with me?
I didn't believe my girls but they were thinking of me
And give it to me, the wardrobe, give me the key"
I was pulling up the door but Jason's bigger than me
Literally, I remember viscerally
Jason pulling from behind me now he's gripping on me
White flashes, eye gashes, when he's hitting me, see
I just wanted to disappear I wasn't living for me
Physically I shut the fucking doors quick as can be
He's outside asking why I made him do what he did
Using a kick to open up the room that I'm in
I'm feeling afraid, barricaded, with a chair in the handle
I'm hearing sirens but I just wanna run away but I can't
Jason's gone by the time police are comin'
They saw that ain't no one else in the house
And feds are running through the door shouting
"We have reports of an argument with a woman"
There's blood all over the floor and it's splattered onto the wall
Lesley's on the bed and she's tryna speak to the feds
She's deep in the stress and his meter's above her head
If anything, she couldn't even say anything
But she's got this really sharp pain where her belly is
So, they call an ambulance, Lesley didn't plan for this
Police are in the room tryna find the missing piece of the puzzle
Until they stumble on something that's kind of random
It's a phone in the wardrobe
They had five missed phone calls from Jason and also a couple other numbers
So they thinking that it's no help
Until they play the voicemail like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?
I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that
I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back
I used to be so fucking confident
But these days, I swear that-"

I don't know my self
I don't know myself no more

She felt sick to her stomach, she started panicking
Mind rattling, tryna understand what Hannah did
Battling the shame 'cause the situation embarrassing
She's tryna fathom it betrayed by her own garrison
Meanwhile, she's on the bed tryna manage this
Piercing pain in the stomach, she couldn't handle it
Now she's waiting for an ambulance
Yeah
And I know she's strong, but when I heard about what happened I was over-shocked
Her nose was gone, her jaw line shattered and rocked
They said her baby was the reason she was holding on
She dozing off, doctors getting no response
Her heart rate slowing down and they don't know what's wrong
Picked her up, got her out the home and onto the stretcher for good measure
But she fading out, oh
She took damage to the brain and now she's in a coma as we speak
But I ain't sure if she can make it out
You see this time that I'm taking out to tell you the story is more than a song or track
It's a message to a woman with a toxic man
I'm begging you to get support if you're lost or trapped
I understand that I can never understand
And I ain't saying that it's easy but it must be right
Some of your sisters, aunties, mums or wives
Are fucked aside and they will never touch on why
I'm touched 'cause I've seen women that I love though like-
Cry little red tears through a bloodshot eye
This shit's awful, no matter what culture it ain't normal
Men try and twist it, make it seem like it's your fault
In that train full of people that you're taking
How many Lesley's are running from their Jasons?

Angel without wings
Like the day without the night to bring her peace
A song without a voice
A spark without a flame
A child without a name
Oh, it's just wrong

Like an ocean without a shore
A soldier without a war
How can we do this anymore?
A song without a voice
A spark without a flame
A child without a name
Oh, it's just wrong

Well, we've made a massive amount of progress in this last year, haven't we?
Feels like a long journey
And I must say it's been a pleasure, to watch you mature and grow in thought
And in your career and life
You've opened up immensely
I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't miss these sessions
But you know, you can never stop learning about yourself
So you're always welcome
I'm just happy you're at a place now where you feel you understand your emotions
And are in control

Look

Schau

They say the universe, it works in a strange way

Sie sagen, das Universum, es funktioniert auf eine seltsame Weise

And it must be true because, we ain't from the same background or same place

Und es muss wahr sein, denn wir kommen nicht aus dem gleichen Hintergrund oder dem gleichen Ort

But me and Lesley ended up on that same train

Aber ich und Lesley sind in demselben Zug gelandet

I'm talking everyday, I used to wake up around seven or eight

Ich rede von jeden Tag, ich wachte normalerweise um sieben oder acht auf

To catch the 906 from Norbury Station

Um den 906 von Norbury Station zu nehmen

Two different worlds in the same location and

Zwei verschiedene Welten am gleichen Ort und

One day we ended up speaking

Eines Tages haben wir angefangen zu reden

And I would talk about college, she would talk about meetings

Und ich würde über die Uni reden, sie würde über Meetings reden

And how she's planning on leaving

Und wie sie plant zu gehen

How she hates what she does but she needs it

Wie sie hasst, was sie tut, aber sie braucht es

I asked her what she was doing, it's the weekend

Ich fragte sie, was sie am Wochenende macht

And she said, she said

Und sie sagte, sie sagte

I don't know myself

Ich kenne mich selbst nicht

I don't know myself no more

Ich kenne mich selbst nicht mehr

She used to be the life of the party for true

Sie war wirklich die Seele der Party

And now she going out hardly ever

Und jetzt geht sie kaum noch aus

Her man got her in the yard forever

Ihr Mann hält sie ständig zu Hause

And her friends wanna help but it's hard to tell her

Und ihre Freunde wollen helfen, aber es ist schwer, es ihr zu sagen

Hard to let her know that her man's possessive and aggressive

Schwer, ihr zu sagen, dass ihr Mann besitzergreifend und aggressiv ist

And she can't even see it, but for them it's clear as day, she's in a situation

Und sie kann es nicht einmal sehen, aber für sie ist es klar wie der Tag, sie ist in einer Situation

Her friend Hannah had a man that was manipulative

Ihre Freundin Hannah hatte einen manipulativen Mann

So, she could see it from a mile off

Also konnte sie es schon von weitem sehen

Turtleneck jumpers, makeup around the eye spots

Rollkragenpullover, Make-up um die Augen

All the signs were there

Alle Zeichen waren da

But Lesley made it seem a light affair

Aber Lesley hat es wie eine Kleinigkeit wirken lassen

Said it wasn't right to share

Sagte, es wäre nicht richtig, es zu teilen

Her boyfriend, he was a mystery man

Ihr Freund, er war ein mysteriöser Mann

I didn't know much about him, but he's been in the can

Ich wusste nicht viel über ihn, aber er war schon im Knast

Name's Jason, he's a bad boy with no reasoning

Sein Name ist Jason, er ist ein böser Junge ohne Grund

To be honest, I don't know what Les' sees in him

Ehrlich gesagt, ich weiß nicht, was Les' in ihm sieht

'Cause she's a good girl with a sweet heart

Denn sie ist ein gutes Mädchen mit einem süßen Herzen

But they've both got demons and a deep past

Aber sie haben beide Dämonen und eine tiefe Vergangenheit

You know opposites attract, apparently

Du weißt, Gegensätze ziehen sich an, anscheinend

I never heard her talk about her family ever, uh-uh

Ich habe sie nie über ihre Familie sprechen hören, uh-uh

He was all that she had

Er war alles, was sie hatte

Until they had an argument and he stopped calling her back

Bis sie einen Streit hatten und er aufhörte, sie zurückzurufen

And I don't know if there was more to the story than that

Und ich weiß nicht, ob es mehr zu der Geschichte gibt als das

'Cause she plays things down but according to that

Denn sie spielt die Dinge herunter, aber danach

He went missing one day in the morning he ran

Er verschwand eines Tages am Morgen, er rannte weg

She's doing overtime, struggling affording the flat

Sie macht Überstunden, kämpft, um die Wohnung zu bezahlen

'Til she, lost her job it fucked all of her plans

Bis sie ihren Job verlor, es hat alle ihre Pläne durcheinander gebracht

Couldn't pay the rent, borrowing and calling for cash

Konnte die Miete nicht bezahlen, lieh sich Geld und rief nach Bargeld

But Hannah she was there for her, cared for her

Aber Hannah war für sie da, kümmerte sich um sie

When I saw Les' she told me

Als ich Les' sah, sagte sie mir

I don't know myself

Ich kenne mich selbst nicht

I don't know myself no more

Ich kenne mich selbst nicht mehr

Les' saying, "I got nothing to live for

Les' sagt, "Ich habe nichts, wofür ich leben könnte

It's been raw, but David, I ain't never been this poor

Es war hart, aber David, ich war noch nie so arm

There's no income, my boyfriend left me

Es gibt kein Einkommen, mein Freund hat mich verlassen

So how the fuck am I going to survive when this kid's born?"

Wie zum Teufel soll ich überleben, wenn dieses Kind geboren wird?"

I said, "It's a blessing as mad as it is

Ich sagte, "Es ist ein Segen, so verrückt es auch ist

And Les', I never even knew you were having a kid"

Und Les', ich wusste nicht einmal, dass du ein Kind bekommst"

Bro, she's four months pregnant, young and neglected

Bruder, sie ist vier Monate schwanger, jung und vernachlässigt

Single but I don't think she wants to accept it

Single, aber ich glaube nicht, dass sie es akzeptieren will

So she's still texting ex's trying to get this

Also schreibt sie immer noch ihren Ex-Freunden, um das

Back on track but I don't think that she gets it

Wieder auf die Reihe zu bekommen, aber ich glaube nicht, dass sie es versteht

It's emotional obsession, clinical depression

Es ist emotionale Besessenheit, klinische Depression

Life is a lesson

Das Leben ist eine Lektion

And you ain't got to sit and cry

Und du musst nicht sitzen und weinen

And Lesley, living in this gift called life

Und Lesley, lebe in diesem Geschenk namens Leben

There's no better gift than the gift of life

Es gibt kein besseres Geschenk als das Geschenk des Lebens

So, can you handle it?

Also, kannst du damit umgehen?

I don't know myself

Ich kenne mich selbst nicht

I don't know myself no more

Ich kenne mich selbst nicht mehr

But that changed her perspective

Aber das änderte ihre Perspektive

Late in December, her baby's expected to drop

Spät im Dezember wird ihr Baby erwartet

She's accepted, excited, electric, pumped

Sie hat es akzeptiert, ist aufgeregt, elektrisiert, gepumpt

Only got to wait a few months

Muss nur noch ein paar Monate warten

Her and Hannah had lunch

Sie und Hannah hatten Mittagessen

Told her she's pregnant

Erzählte ihr, dass sie schwanger ist

And they're the closest of bredrins

Und sie sind die engsten Freundinnen

So she didn't stunt to tell her, I think that it's an error

Also zögerte sie nicht, ihr zu sagen, dass sie denkt, es ist ein Fehler

You ain't a mum for a day, you're a mum forever

Du bist nicht nur für einen Tag Mutter, du bist für immer Mutter

Whatever, and you and Jason break up whenever

Egal, und du und Jason trennen euch wann immer

If I'm honest that's something you should have done together

Ehrlich gesagt, das ist etwas, was ihr zusammen hättest tun sollen

She doesn't know that her and Jason are going out again

Sie weiß nicht, dass sie und Jason wieder zusammen sind

And Jason doesn't know that Lesley's carrying a child for them

Und Jason weiß nicht, dass Lesley ein Kind für sie trägt

She had daydreams of settling down with Jason, better 'cause now they're together it's wild

Sie hatte Tagträume davon, sich mit Jason niederzulassen, besser, weil sie jetzt zusammen sind, ist es wild

Feeling like she needs to call her friends and tell 'em

Fühlt sich so an, als müsste sie ihre Freunde anrufen und es ihnen erzählen

'Cause while she's letting him down but most of them are never around

Denn während sie ihn enttäuscht, sind die meisten von ihnen nie da

She calls Hannah the next day

Sie ruft Hannah am nächsten Tag an

Still tryna figure out the best way to tell her that she's getting back together with an ex-flame

Versucht immer noch herauszufinden, wie sie am besten sagen kann, dass sie wieder mit einem Ex zusammenkommt

So she left her a voicemail

Also hinterließ sie ihr eine Sprachnachricht

Like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Wie "Yo Hannah, hier ist Les', kannst du mich zurückrufen?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Ich möchte über das Baby, dich, mich, Jason, all das reden

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

Ich habe das Gefühl, dass ich meine Aura zurückbekommen muss

I used to be so fucking confident

Ich war früher so verdammt selbstbewusst

But these days, I swear that-"

Aber in letzter Zeit, ich schwöre, dass-"

I don't know my self

Ich kenne mich selbst nicht

I don't know myself no more

Ich kenne mich selbst nicht mehr

It's 3:30 Lesley was meant to get a scan

Es ist 3:30 Uhr, Lesley sollte einen Scan bekommen

But today I think she's going home early

Aber heute, glaube ich, geht sie früh nach Hause

Tryna talk to Jason, tell him 'bout the kid

Versucht mit Jason zu reden, erzählt ihm von dem Kind

Addressing any reservations

Adressiert alle Bedenken

Have that conversation

Führt dieses Gespräch

Middle of the summer and it's raining

Mitten im Sommer und es regnet

Waiting at the train station

Wartet am Bahnhof

Hella cancellations

Viele Zugausfälle

So she gets a taxi, sitting in a backseat

Also nimmt sie ein Taxi, sitzt auf dem Rücksitz

Blue jean jacket and a maxi

Blaue Jeansjacke und ein Maxikleid

Actually, tired and her legs are aching

Eigentlich müde und ihre Beine schmerzen

Touched the destination

Erreicht das Ziel

Way faster than the cab driver's estimation

Viel schneller als die Schätzung des Taxifahrers

She put the key in the door

Sie steckt den Schlüssel in die Tür

She, couldn't believe what she see on the floor

Sie kann nicht glauben, was sie auf dem Boden sieht

Some size five trainers, raging

Einige Größe fünf Turnschuhe, wütend

Tears in her eyes, but it's cool 'cause they must be the neighbors

Tränen in ihren Augen, aber es ist okay, denn sie müssen die Nachbarn sein

And Jason's in the bedroom fully naked

Und Jason ist im Schlafzimmer völlig nackt

Lesley running up the stairs but she's making noise

Lesley rennt die Treppe hoch, aber sie macht Lärm

And she can hear Jason's voice

Und sie kann Jasons Stimme hören

Saying "Hide in the closet"

Sagt "Versteck dich im Schrank"

But he's made his choice

Aber er hat seine Wahl getroffen

So, she bursts in saying "What kind of person would cheat on his pregnant girlfriend?"

Also platzt sie herein und sagt "Was für eine Person betrügt seine schwangere Freundin?"

Jason, saying "What the fuck, you're pregnant? What the fuck?

Jason sagt "Was zum Teufel, du bist schwanger? Was zum Teufel?

You weren't even gonna tell me, I mean what the fuck?

Du wolltest es mir nicht einmal sagen, ich meine, was zum Teufel?

What do you want from us?

Was willst du von uns?

Nah, you ain't in love, you just wanna love"

Nein, du bist nicht verliebt, du willst nur Liebe"

Lesley telling Jason, "I don't wanna love

Lesley sagt zu Jason, "Ich will keine Liebe

I don't want a you and I, I don't want an us

Ich will kein Du und Ich, ich will kein Uns

And also, I don't wanna talk loads

Und außerdem, ich will nicht viel reden

One more line before I dash like Morse code"

Noch eine Zeile, bevor ich wie Morsecode abhaue"

Open the wardrobe

Öffnet den Kleiderschrank

And Jason's on the edge

Und Jason ist am Rand

"I just wanna see if she was prettier than me, slimmer than me

"Ich wollte nur sehen, ob sie hübscher als ich ist, schlanker als ich

Maybe your baby's similar to me

Vielleicht ist dein Baby mir ähnlich

Maybe you wanted someone thicker than me, fitter than me

Vielleicht wolltest du jemanden, der dicker als ich ist, fitter als ich

To satisfy you quicker than me

Um dich schneller zu befriedigen als ich

I got your baby in my stomach and you did this to me

Ich habe dein Baby in meinem Bauch und du hast mir das angetan

What did I ever do to you for you to finish with me?

Was habe ich dir jemals angetan, dass du mit mir Schluss machst?

I didn't believe my girls but they were thinking of me

Ich glaubte meinen Freundinnen nicht, aber sie dachten an mich

And give it to me, the wardrobe, give me the key"

Und gib es mir, den Kleiderschrank, gib mir den Schlüssel"

I was pulling up the door but Jason's bigger than me

Ich zog die Tür auf, aber Jason ist größer als ich

Literally, I remember viscerally

Wortwörtlich, ich erinnere mich viszeral

Jason pulling from behind me now he's gripping on me

Jason zieht von hinten an mir, jetzt hält er mich fest

White flashes, eye gashes, when he's hitting me, see

Weiße Blitze, Augenrisse, wenn er mich schlägt, siehst du

I just wanted to disappear I wasn't living for me

Ich wollte einfach nur verschwinden, ich lebte nicht für mich

Physically I shut the fucking doors quick as can be

Physisch schließe ich die verdammten Türen so schnell wie möglich

He's outside asking why I made him do what he did

Er ist draußen und fragt, warum ich ihn dazu gebracht habe, was er getan hat

Using a kick to open up the room that I'm in

Mit einem Tritt öffnet er den Raum, in dem ich bin

I'm feeling afraid, barricaded, with a chair in the handle

Ich fühle mich ängstlich, verbarrikadiert, mit einem Stuhl im Griff

I'm hearing sirens but I just wanna run away but I can't

Ich höre Sirenen, aber ich will nur weglaufen, aber ich kann nicht

Jason's gone by the time police are comin'

Jason ist weg, als die Polizei kommt

They saw that ain't no one else in the house

Sie sehen, dass niemand sonst im Haus ist

And feds are running through the door shouting

Und die Polizisten stürmen durch die Tür und rufen

"We have reports of an argument with a woman"

"Wir haben Berichte über einen Streit mit einer Frau"

There's blood all over the floor and it's splattered onto the wall

Es ist Blut überall auf dem Boden und es ist an die Wand gespritzt

Lesley's on the bed and she's tryna speak to the feds

Lesley liegt auf dem Bett und versucht mit den Polizisten zu sprechen

She's deep in the stress and his meter's above her head

Sie ist tief im Stress und sein Messgerät ist über ihrem Kopf

If anything, she couldn't even say anything

Wenn überhaupt, konnte sie gar nichts sagen

But she's got this really sharp pain where her belly is

Aber sie hat diesen wirklich scharfen Schmerz, wo ihr Bauch ist

So, they call an ambulance, Lesley didn't plan for this

Also rufen sie einen Krankenwagen, Lesley hat das nicht geplant

Police are in the room tryna find the missing piece of the puzzle

Die Polizei ist im Raum und versucht, das fehlende Stück des Puzzles zu finden

Until they stumble on something that's kind of random

Bis sie auf etwas stoßen, das ziemlich zufällig ist

It's a phone in the wardrobe

Es ist ein Telefon im Kleiderschrank

They had five missed phone calls from Jason and also a couple other numbers

Sie hatten fünf verpasste Anrufe von Jason und auch ein paar andere Nummern

So they thinking that it's no help

Also denken sie, dass es keine Hilfe ist

Until they play the voicemail like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Bis sie die Voicemail abspielen wie "Yo Hannah, hier ist Les', kannst du mich zurückrufen?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Ich möchte über das Baby, dich, mich, Jason, all das reden

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

Ich habe das Gefühl, dass ich meine Aura zurückbekommen muss

I used to be so fucking confident

Ich war so verdammt selbstbewusst

But these days, I swear that-"

Aber in letzter Zeit, ich schwöre, dass-"

I don't know my self

Ich kenne mich nicht

I don't know myself no more

Ich kenne mich nicht mehr

She felt sick to her stomach, she started panicking

Sie fühlte sich krank im Magen, sie begann zu paniken

Mind rattling, tryna understand what Hannah did

Gedanken wirbeln, versucht zu verstehen, was Hannah getan hat

Battling the shame 'cause the situation embarrassing

Kämpft mit der Scham, denn die Situation ist peinlich

She's tryna fathom it betrayed by her own garrison

Sie versucht es zu begreifen, verraten von ihrer eigenen Garnison

Meanwhile, she's on the bed tryna manage this

In der Zwischenzeit liegt sie im Bett und versucht, das zu bewältigen

Piercing pain in the stomach, she couldn't handle it

Stechender Schmerz im Magen, sie konnte es nicht ertragen

Now she's waiting for an ambulance

Jetzt wartet sie auf einen Krankenwagen

Yeah

And I know she's strong, but when I heard about what happened I was over-shocked

Und ich weiß, sie ist stark, aber als ich hörte, was passiert ist, war ich überwältigt

Her nose was gone, her jaw line shattered and rocked

Ihre Nase war weg, ihr Kiefer zerschmettert und erschüttert

They said her baby was the reason she was holding on

Sie sagten, ihr Baby sei der Grund, warum sie durchhielt

She dozing off, doctors getting no response

Sie nickt ein, die Ärzte bekommen keine Antwort

Her heart rate slowing down and they don't know what's wrong

Ihr Herzschlag verlangsamt sich und sie wissen nicht, was los ist

Picked her up, got her out the home and onto the stretcher for good measure

Haben sie aufgehoben, aus dem Haus und auf die Trage gebracht, zur Sicherheit

But she fading out, oh

Aber sie schwindet dahin, oh

She took damage to the brain and now she's in a coma as we speak

Sie hat Schaden am Gehirn genommen und liegt jetzt im Koma, während wir sprechen

But I ain't sure if she can make it out

Aber ich bin mir nicht sicher, ob sie es schaffen kann

You see this time that I'm taking out to tell you the story is more than a song or track

Sie sehen, diese Zeit, die ich mir nehme, um Ihnen die Geschichte zu erzählen, ist mehr als ein Lied oder Track

It's a message to a woman with a toxic man

Es ist eine Botschaft an eine Frau mit einem toxischen Mann

I'm begging you to get support if you're lost or trapped

Ich flehe Sie an, Unterstützung zu suchen, wenn Sie verloren oder gefangen sind

I understand that I can never understand

Ich verstehe, dass ich es nie verstehen kann

And I ain't saying that it's easy but it must be right

Und ich sage nicht, dass es einfach ist, aber es muss richtig sein

Some of your sisters, aunties, mums or wives

Einige Ihrer Schwestern, Tanten, Mütter oder Ehefrauen

Are fucked aside and they will never touch on why

Sind beiseite geschoben und sie werden nie darauf eingehen, warum

I'm touched 'cause I've seen women that I love though like-

Ich bin berührt, weil ich Frauen gesehen habe, die ich liebe, so wie-

Cry little red tears through a bloodshot eye

Weinen kleine rote Tränen durch ein blutunterlaufenes Auge

This shit's awful, no matter what culture it ain't normal

Diese Scheiße ist schrecklich, egal welche Kultur, es ist nicht normal

Men try and twist it, make it seem like it's your fault

Männer versuchen es zu verdrehen, es so aussehen zu lassen, als wäre es deine Schuld

In that train full of people that you're taking

In diesem Zug voller Menschen, den du nimmst

How many Lesley's are running from their Jasons?

Wie viele Lesleys laufen vor ihren Jasons davon?

Angel without wings

Engel ohne Flügel

Like the day without the night to bring her peace

Wie der Tag ohne die Nacht, um ihr Frieden zu bringen

A song without a voice

Ein Lied ohne eine Stimme

A spark without a flame

Ein Funke ohne eine Flamme

A child without a name

Ein Kind ohne einen Namen

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, das ist einfach falsch

Like an ocean without a shore

Wie ein Ozean ohne Ufer

A soldier without a war

Ein Soldat ohne Krieg

How can we do this anymore?

Wie können wir das noch tun?

A song without a voice

Ein Lied ohne Stimme

A spark without a flame

Ein Funke ohne Flamme

A child without a name

Ein Kind ohne Namen

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, das ist einfach falsch

Well, we've made a massive amount of progress in this last year, haven't we?

Nun, wir haben im letzten Jahr enorme Fortschritte gemacht, nicht wahr?

Feels like a long journey

Es fühlt sich an wie eine lange Reise

And I must say it's been a pleasure, to watch you mature and grow in thought

Und ich muss sagen, es war ein Vergnügen, dich reifen zu sehen und in deinem Denken zu wachsen

And in your career and life

Und in deiner Karriere und deinem Leben

You've opened up immensely

Du hast dich immens geöffnet

I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't miss these sessions

Ich würde lügen, wenn ich sagen würde, dass mir diese Sitzungen nicht fehlen würden

But you know, you can never stop learning about yourself

Aber du weißt, du kannst nie aufhören, über dich selbst zu lernen

So you're always welcome

Also bist du immer willkommen

I'm just happy you're at a place now where you feel you understand your emotions

Ich bin einfach nur glücklich, dass du jetzt an einem Punkt bist, an dem du das Gefühl hast, deine Emotionen zu verstehen

And are in control

Und die Kontrolle zu haben

Look

Olhe

They say the universe, it works in a strange way

Dizem que o universo, funciona de uma maneira estranha

And it must be true because, we ain't from the same background or same place

E deve ser verdade porque, nós não somos do mesmo contexto ou do mesmo lugar

But me and Lesley ended up on that same train

Mas eu e Lesley acabamos no mesmo trem

I'm talking everyday, I used to wake up around seven or eight

Estou falando todos os dias, eu costumava acordar por volta das sete ou oito

To catch the 906 from Norbury Station

Para pegar o 906 da Estação Norbury

Two different worlds in the same location and

Dois mundos diferentes no mesmo local e

One day we ended up speaking

Um dia acabamos conversando

And I would talk about college, she would talk about meetings

E eu falava sobre a faculdade, ela falava sobre reuniões

And how she's planning on leaving

E como ela está planejando ir embora

How she hates what she does but she needs it

Como ela odeia o que faz, mas precisa

I asked her what she was doing, it's the weekend

Perguntei a ela o que estava fazendo, é fim de semana

And she said, she said

E ela disse, ela disse

I don't know myself

Eu não me conheço

I don't know myself no more

Eu não me conheço mais

She used to be the life of the party for true

Ela costumava ser a vida da festa de verdade

And now she going out hardly ever

E agora ela quase nunca sai

Her man got her in the yard forever

Seu homem a mantém em casa para sempre

And her friends wanna help but it's hard to tell her

E seus amigos querem ajudar, mas é difícil dizer a ela

Hard to let her know that her man's possessive and aggressive

Difícil fazer ela entender que seu homem é possessivo e agressivo

And she can't even see it, but for them it's clear as day, she's in a situation

E ela nem consegue ver isso, mas para eles é claro como o dia, ela está em uma situação

Her friend Hannah had a man that was manipulative

Sua amiga Hannah tinha um homem que era manipulador

So, she could see it from a mile off

Então, ela podia ver isso de longe

Turtleneck jumpers, makeup around the eye spots

Suéter de gola alta, maquiagem ao redor dos olhos

All the signs were there

Todos os sinais estavam lá

But Lesley made it seem a light affair

Mas Lesley fazia parecer algo leve

Said it wasn't right to share

Dizia que não era certo compartilhar

Her boyfriend, he was a mystery man

Seu namorado, ele era um homem misterioso

I didn't know much about him, but he's been in the can

Eu não sabia muito sobre ele, mas ele já esteve na prisão

Name's Jason, he's a bad boy with no reasoning

O nome dele é Jason, ele é um bad boy sem razão

To be honest, I don't know what Les' sees in him

Para ser honesto, eu não sei o que Les' vê nele

'Cause she's a good girl with a sweet heart

Porque ela é uma boa garota com um coração doce

But they've both got demons and a deep past

Mas ambos têm demônios e um passado profundo

You know opposites attract, apparently

Você sabe que os opostos se atraem, aparentemente

I never heard her talk about her family ever, uh-uh

Eu nunca a ouvi falar sobre sua família, nunca

He was all that she had

Ele era tudo o que ela tinha

Until they had an argument and he stopped calling her back

Até que tiveram uma discussão e ele parou de ligar para ela

And I don't know if there was more to the story than that

E eu não sei se havia mais na história do que isso

'Cause she plays things down but according to that

Porque ela minimiza as coisas, mas de acordo com isso

He went missing one day in the morning he ran

Ele desapareceu um dia de manhã, ele fugiu

She's doing overtime, struggling affording the flat

Ela está fazendo hora extra, lutando para pagar o aluguel

'Til she, lost her job it fucked all of her plans

Até que, perdeu o emprego e isso estragou todos os seus planos

Couldn't pay the rent, borrowing and calling for cash

Não conseguia pagar o aluguel, pedindo emprestado e ligando para conseguir dinheiro

But Hannah she was there for her, cared for her

Mas Hannah estava lá para ela, cuidava dela

When I saw Les' she told me

Quando eu vi Les' ela me disse

I don't know myself

Eu não me conheço

I don't know myself no more

Eu não me conheço mais

Les' saying, "I got nothing to live for

Les' dizendo, "Eu não tenho nada para viver

It's been raw, but David, I ain't never been this poor

Tem sido difícil, mas David, eu nunca estive tão pobre

There's no income, my boyfriend left me

Não há renda, meu namorado me deixou

So how the fuck am I going to survive when this kid's born?"

Então como diabos eu vou sobreviver quando esse bebê nascer?"

I said, "It's a blessing as mad as it is

Eu disse, "É uma bênção, por mais louco que pareça

And Les', I never even knew you were having a kid"

E Les', eu nem sabia que você estava esperando um filho"

Bro, she's four months pregnant, young and neglected

Cara, ela está grávida de quatro meses, jovem e negligenciada

Single but I don't think she wants to accept it

Solteira, mas eu não acho que ela quer aceitar isso

So she's still texting ex's trying to get this

Então ela ainda está mandando mensagens para ex-namorados tentando consertar isso

Back on track but I don't think that she gets it

Voltar aos trilhos, mas eu não acho que ela entende

It's emotional obsession, clinical depression

É obsessão emocional, depressão clínica

Life is a lesson

A vida é uma lição

And you ain't got to sit and cry

E você não precisa sentar e chorar

And Lesley, living in this gift called life

E Lesley, vivendo neste presente chamado vida

There's no better gift than the gift of life

Não há presente melhor do que o dom da vida

So, can you handle it?

Então, você consegue lidar com isso?

I don't know myself

Eu não me conheço

I don't know myself no more

Eu não me conheço mais

But that changed her perspective

Mas isso mudou sua perspectiva

Late in December, her baby's expected to drop

No final de dezembro, espera-se que seu bebê nasça

She's accepted, excited, electric, pumped

Ela aceitou, está animada, elétrica, bombada

Only got to wait a few months

Só precisa esperar alguns meses

Her and Hannah had lunch

Ela e Hannah almoçaram juntas

Told her she's pregnant

Contou a ela que está grávida

And they're the closest of bredrins

E elas são as melhores amigas

So she didn't stunt to tell her, I think that it's an error

Então ela não hesitou em contar, acho que é um erro

You ain't a mum for a day, you're a mum forever

Você não é mãe por um dia, você é mãe para sempre

Whatever, and you and Jason break up whenever

Seja como for, e você e Jason terminam quando quiserem

If I'm honest that's something you should have done together

Se eu for honesto, isso é algo que vocês deveriam ter feito juntos

She doesn't know that her and Jason are going out again

Ela não sabe que ela e Jason estão saindo de novo

And Jason doesn't know that Lesley's carrying a child for them

E Jason não sabe que Lesley está carregando um filho para eles

She had daydreams of settling down with Jason, better 'cause now they're together it's wild

Ela tinha sonhos de se estabelecer com Jason, melhor porque agora que estão juntos é selvagem

Feeling like she needs to call her friends and tell 'em

Sentindo que ela precisa ligar para suas amigas e contar a elas

'Cause while she's letting him down but most of them are never around

Porque enquanto ela está decepcionando ele, a maioria delas nunca está por perto

She calls Hannah the next day

Ela liga para Hannah no dia seguinte

Still tryna figure out the best way to tell her that she's getting back together with an ex-flame

Ainda tentando descobrir a melhor maneira de contar a ela que está voltando com um ex-namorado

So she left her a voicemail

Então ela deixou uma mensagem de voz

Like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Como "Oi Hannah, é a Les', você pode me ligar de volta?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Eu quero falar sobre o bebê, você, eu, Jason, tudo isso

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

Eu tenho sentido que preciso recuperar minha aura

I used to be so fucking confident

Eu costumava ser tão confiante

But these days, I swear that-"

Mas esses dias, eu juro que-"

I don't know my self

Eu não me conheço

I don't know myself no more

Eu não me conheço mais

It's 3:30 Lesley was meant to get a scan

São 3:30, Lesley deveria fazer um exame

But today I think she's going home early

Mas hoje acho que ela vai para casa mais cedo

Tryna talk to Jason, tell him 'bout the kid

Tentando falar com Jason, contar a ele sobre o bebê

Addressing any reservations

Abordando quaisquer reservas

Have that conversation

Ter essa conversa

Middle of the summer and it's raining

Meio do verão e está chovendo

Waiting at the train station

Esperando na estação de trem

Hella cancellations

Muitos cancelamentos

So she gets a taxi, sitting in a backseat

Então ela pega um táxi, sentada no banco de trás

Blue jean jacket and a maxi

Jaqueta jeans azul e um vestido longo

Actually, tired and her legs are aching

Na verdade, cansada e suas pernas estão doendo

Touched the destination

Chegou ao destino

Way faster than the cab driver's estimation

Muito mais rápido do que a estimativa do motorista do táxi

She put the key in the door

Ela coloca a chave na porta

She, couldn't believe what she see on the floor

Ela, não podia acreditar no que vê no chão

Some size five trainers, raging

Alguns tênis tamanho 35, furiosa

Tears in her eyes, but it's cool 'cause they must be the neighbors

Lágrimas em seus olhos, mas tudo bem, pois devem ser dos vizinhos

And Jason's in the bedroom fully naked

E Jason está no quarto completamente nu

Lesley running up the stairs but she's making noise

Lesley subindo as escadas, mas fazendo barulho

And she can hear Jason's voice

E ela pode ouvir a voz de Jason

Saying "Hide in the closet"

Dizendo "Se esconda no armário"

But he's made his choice

Mas ele fez sua escolha

So, she bursts in saying "What kind of person would cheat on his pregnant girlfriend?"

Então, ela entra dizendo "Que tipo de pessoa trai sua namorada grávida?"

Jason, saying "What the fuck, you're pregnant? What the fuck?

Jason, dizendo "Que porra, você está grávida? Que porra?

You weren't even gonna tell me, I mean what the fuck?

Você nem ia me contar, quero dizer, que porra?

What do you want from us?

O que você quer de nós?

Nah, you ain't in love, you just wanna love"

Não, você não está apaixonada, você só quer amor"

Lesley telling Jason, "I don't wanna love

Lesley dizendo a Jason, "Eu não quero amor

I don't want a you and I, I don't want an us

Eu não quero um você e eu, eu não quero um nós

And also, I don't wanna talk loads

E também, eu não quero falar muito

One more line before I dash like Morse code"

Mais uma linha antes de eu sair como código Morse"

Open the wardrobe

Abre o guarda-roupa

And Jason's on the edge

E Jason está à beira

"I just wanna see if she was prettier than me, slimmer than me

"Eu só queria ver se ela era mais bonita do que eu, mais magra do que eu

Maybe your baby's similar to me

Talvez seu bebê seja parecido comigo

Maybe you wanted someone thicker than me, fitter than me

Talvez você quisesse alguém mais gorda do que eu, mais em forma do que eu

To satisfy you quicker than me

Para te satisfazer mais rápido do que eu

I got your baby in my stomach and you did this to me

Eu tenho seu bebê no meu estômago e você fez isso comigo

What did I ever do to you for you to finish with me?

O que eu fiz para você terminar comigo?

I didn't believe my girls but they were thinking of me

Eu não acreditei nas minhas amigas, mas elas estavam pensando em mim

And give it to me, the wardrobe, give me the key"

E me dê, o guarda-roupa, me dê a chave"

I was pulling up the door but Jason's bigger than me

Eu estava puxando a porta, mas Jason é maior do que eu

Literally, I remember viscerally

Literalmente, eu me lembro visceralmente

Jason pulling from behind me now he's gripping on me

Jason puxando por trás de mim agora ele está agarrando em mim

White flashes, eye gashes, when he's hitting me, see

Flashes brancos, cortes nos olhos, quando ele está me batendo, veja

I just wanted to disappear I wasn't living for me

Eu só queria desaparecer, eu não estava vivendo para mim

Physically I shut the fucking doors quick as can be

Fisicamente eu fechei as malditas portas o mais rápido que pude

He's outside asking why I made him do what he did

Ele está do lado de fora perguntando por que eu o fiz fazer o que ele fez

Using a kick to open up the room that I'm in

Usando um chute para abrir o quarto em que estou

I'm feeling afraid, barricaded, with a chair in the handle

Estou me sentindo assustada, barricada, com uma cadeira na maçaneta

I'm hearing sirens but I just wanna run away but I can't

Estou ouvindo sirenes, mas eu só quero fugir, mas não posso

Jason's gone by the time police are comin'

Jason se foi quando a polícia chegou

They saw that ain't no one else in the house

Eles viram que não havia mais ninguém na casa

And feds are running through the door shouting

E os policiais estão correndo pela porta gritando

"We have reports of an argument with a woman"

"Temos relatos de uma discussão com uma mulher"

There's blood all over the floor and it's splattered onto the wall

Há sangue por todo o chão e está respingado na parede

Lesley's on the bed and she's tryna speak to the feds

Lesley está na cama e está tentando falar com os policiais

She's deep in the stress and his meter's above her head

Ela está muito estressada e o medidor está acima da cabeça dela

If anything, she couldn't even say anything

Se alguma coisa, ela nem conseguia dizer nada

But she's got this really sharp pain where her belly is

Mas ela tem essa dor muito aguda onde está a barriga

So, they call an ambulance, Lesley didn't plan for this

Então, eles chamam uma ambulância, Lesley não planejou isso

Police are in the room tryna find the missing piece of the puzzle

A polícia está no quarto tentando encontrar a peça que falta do quebra-cabeça

Until they stumble on something that's kind of random

Até que eles tropeçam em algo meio aleatório

It's a phone in the wardrobe

É um telefone no guarda-roupa

They had five missed phone calls from Jason and also a couple other numbers

Eles tinham cinco chamadas perdidas de Jason e também alguns outros números

So they thinking that it's no help

Então eles pensam que não é de ajuda

Until they play the voicemail like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Até que eles tocam o correio de voz como "Oi Hannah, é a Les', você pode me ligar de volta?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Eu quero falar sobre o bebê, você, eu, Jason, tudo isso

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

Eu tenho me sentido como se precisasse recuperar minha aura

I used to be so fucking confident

Eu costumava ser tão confiante

But these days, I swear that-"

Mas esses dias, eu juro que-"

I don't know my self

Eu não me conheço

I don't know myself no more

Eu não me conheço mais

She felt sick to her stomach, she started panicking

Ela sentiu-se doente, começou a entrar em pânico

Mind rattling, tryna understand what Hannah did

Mente em tumulto, tentando entender o que Hannah fez

Battling the shame 'cause the situation embarrassing

Lutando contra a vergonha porque a situação é embaraçosa

She's tryna fathom it betrayed by her own garrison

Ela está tentando compreender, traída por sua própria guarnição

Meanwhile, she's on the bed tryna manage this

Enquanto isso, ela está na cama tentando lidar com isso

Piercing pain in the stomach, she couldn't handle it

Dor aguda no estômago, ela não conseguia suportar

Now she's waiting for an ambulance

Agora ela está esperando por uma ambulância

Yeah

Sim

And I know she's strong, but when I heard about what happened I was over-shocked

E eu sei que ela é forte, mas quando ouvi sobre o que aconteceu, fiquei chocado

Her nose was gone, her jaw line shattered and rocked

Seu nariz se foi, sua linha do queixo estilhaçada e abalada

They said her baby was the reason she was holding on

Disseram que seu bebê era o motivo pelo qual ela estava se agarrando

She dozing off, doctors getting no response

Ela adormecendo, os médicos não obtendo resposta

Her heart rate slowing down and they don't know what's wrong

Sua frequência cardíaca diminuindo e eles não sabem o que está errado

Picked her up, got her out the home and onto the stretcher for good measure

Pegaram ela, tiraram ela de casa e colocaram na maca por precaução

But she fading out, oh

Mas ela está desvanecendo, oh

She took damage to the brain and now she's in a coma as we speak

Ela sofreu danos no cérebro e agora está em coma enquanto falamos

But I ain't sure if she can make it out

Mas eu não tenho certeza se ela pode sair disso

You see this time that I'm taking out to tell you the story is more than a song or track

Você vê esse tempo que estou tirando para contar a história é mais do que uma música ou faixa

It's a message to a woman with a toxic man

É uma mensagem para uma mulher com um homem tóxico

I'm begging you to get support if you're lost or trapped

Estou implorando para você buscar apoio se estiver perdida ou presa

I understand that I can never understand

Eu entendo que eu nunca posso entender

And I ain't saying that it's easy but it must be right

E eu não estou dizendo que é fácil, mas deve ser certo

Some of your sisters, aunties, mums or wives

Algumas de suas irmãs, tias, mães ou esposas

Are fucked aside and they will never touch on why

Estão de lado e nunca vão tocar no porquê

I'm touched 'cause I've seen women that I love though like-

Estou tocado porque vi mulheres que amo como-

Cry little red tears through a bloodshot eye

Chorar pequenas lágrimas vermelhas através de um olho injetado de sangue

This shit's awful, no matter what culture it ain't normal

Isso é horrível, não importa a cultura, não é normal

Men try and twist it, make it seem like it's your fault

Os homens tentam distorcer, fazer parecer que é sua culpa

In that train full of people that you're taking

Naquele trem cheio de pessoas que você está levando

How many Lesley's are running from their Jasons?

Quantas Lesley's estão fugindo de seus Jasons?

Angel without wings

Anjo sem asas

Like the day without the night to bring her peace

Como o dia sem a noite para lhe trazer paz

A song without a voice

Uma canção sem voz

A spark without a flame

Uma faísca sem chama

A child without a name

Uma criança sem nome

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, isso é simplesmente errado

Like an ocean without a shore

Como um oceano sem uma costa

A soldier without a war

Um soldado sem uma guerra

How can we do this anymore?

Como podemos fazer isso mais uma vez?

A song without a voice

Uma canção sem uma voz

A spark without a flame

Uma faísca sem uma chama

A child without a name

Uma criança sem um nome

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, isso é simplesmente errado

Well, we've made a massive amount of progress in this last year, haven't we?

Bem, fizemos um progresso enorme no último ano, não fizemos?

Feels like a long journey

Parece uma longa jornada

And I must say it's been a pleasure, to watch you mature and grow in thought

E devo dizer que foi um prazer, ver você amadurecer e crescer em pensamento

And in your career and life

E na sua carreira e vida

You've opened up immensely

Você se abriu imensamente

I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't miss these sessions

Eu estaria mentindo se dissesse que não vou sentir falta dessas sessões

But you know, you can never stop learning about yourself

Mas você sabe, você nunca pode parar de aprender sobre si mesmo

So you're always welcome

Então você é sempre bem-vindo

I'm just happy you're at a place now where you feel you understand your emotions

Estou apenas feliz que você está em um lugar agora onde sente que entende suas emoções

And are in control

E está no controle

Look

Mira

They say the universe, it works in a strange way

Dicen que el universo, funciona de una manera extraña

And it must be true because, we ain't from the same background or same place

Y debe ser cierto porque, no somos del mismo origen ni del mismo lugar

But me and Lesley ended up on that same train

Pero Lesley y yo terminamos en el mismo tren

I'm talking everyday, I used to wake up around seven or eight

Hablo de todos los días, solía despertarme alrededor de las siete u ocho

To catch the 906 from Norbury Station

Para coger el 906 desde la estación de Norbury

Two different worlds in the same location and

Dos mundos diferentes en el mismo lugar y

One day we ended up speaking

Un día terminamos hablando

And I would talk about college, she would talk about meetings

Y yo hablaría de la universidad, ella hablaría de reuniones

And how she's planning on leaving

Y cómo planea irse

How she hates what she does but she needs it

Cómo odia lo que hace pero lo necesita

I asked her what she was doing, it's the weekend

Le pregunté qué estaba haciendo, es el fin de semana

And she said, she said

Y ella dijo, ella dijo

I don't know myself

No me conozco a mí misma

I don't know myself no more

Ya no me conozco a mí misma

She used to be the life of the party for true

Solía ser la vida de la fiesta de verdad

And now she going out hardly ever

Y ahora apenas sale

Her man got her in the yard forever

Su hombre la tiene en casa para siempre

And her friends wanna help but it's hard to tell her

Y sus amigos quieren ayudar pero es difícil decírselo

Hard to let her know that her man's possessive and aggressive

Difícil hacerle saber que su hombre es posesivo y agresivo

And she can't even see it, but for them it's clear as day, she's in a situation

Y ella ni siquiera lo ve, pero para ellos es claro como el día, está en una situación

Her friend Hannah had a man that was manipulative

Su amiga Hannah tenía un hombre que era manipulador

So, she could see it from a mile off

Así que, ella podía verlo desde lejos

Turtleneck jumpers, makeup around the eye spots

Jerseys de cuello alto, maquillaje alrededor de los ojos

All the signs were there

Todos los signos estaban ahí

But Lesley made it seem a light affair

Pero Lesley lo hacía parecer algo ligero

Said it wasn't right to share

Decía que no estaba bien compartir

Her boyfriend, he was a mystery man

Su novio, era un hombre misterioso

I didn't know much about him, but he's been in the can

No sabía mucho de él, pero ha estado en la cárcel

Name's Jason, he's a bad boy with no reasoning

Se llama Jason, es un chico malo sin razón

To be honest, I don't know what Les' sees in him

Para ser honesto, no sé qué ve Les' en él

'Cause she's a good girl with a sweet heart

Porque ella es una buena chica con un corazón dulce

But they've both got demons and a deep past

Pero ambos tienen demonios y un pasado profundo

You know opposites attract, apparently

Sabes que los opuestos se atraen, aparentemente

I never heard her talk about her family ever, uh-uh

Nunca la escuché hablar de su familia, uh-uh

He was all that she had

Él era todo lo que ella tenía

Until they had an argument and he stopped calling her back

Hasta que tuvieron una discusión y él dejó de llamarla

And I don't know if there was more to the story than that

Y no sé si había más en la historia que eso

'Cause she plays things down but according to that

Porque ella minimiza las cosas pero según eso

He went missing one day in the morning he ran

Desapareció un día por la mañana, huyó

She's doing overtime, struggling affording the flat

Está haciendo horas extras, luchando por pagar el piso

'Til she, lost her job it fucked all of her plans

Hasta que, perdió su trabajo y arruinó todos sus planes

Couldn't pay the rent, borrowing and calling for cash

No podía pagar el alquiler, pidiendo prestado y llamando por dinero

But Hannah she was there for her, cared for her

Pero Hannah estaba allí para ella, se preocupaba por ella

When I saw Les' she told me

Cuando vi a Les' me dijo

I don't know myself

No me conozco a mí misma

I don't know myself no more

Ya no me conozco a mí misma

Les' saying, "I got nothing to live for

Les' dice, "No tengo nada por lo que vivir

It's been raw, but David, I ain't never been this poor

Ha sido duro, pero David, nunca he estado tan pobre

There's no income, my boyfriend left me

No hay ingresos, mi novio me dejó

So how the fuck am I going to survive when this kid's born?"

¿Cómo diablos voy a sobrevivir cuando nazca este niño?"

I said, "It's a blessing as mad as it is

Dije, "Es una bendición por loco que parezca

And Les', I never even knew you were having a kid"

Y Les', nunca supe que ibas a tener un hijo"

Bro, she's four months pregnant, young and neglected

Hermano, está embarazada de cuatro meses, joven y desatendida

Single but I don't think she wants to accept it

Soltera pero no creo que quiera aceptarlo

So she's still texting ex's trying to get this

Así que sigue enviando mensajes a sus ex intentando conseguir esto

Back on track but I don't think that she gets it

Volver a la normalidad pero no creo que lo entienda

It's emotional obsession, clinical depression

Es obsesión emocional, depresión clínica

Life is a lesson

La vida es una lección

And you ain't got to sit and cry

Y no tienes que sentarte y llorar

And Lesley, living in this gift called life

Y Lesley, viviendo en este regalo llamado vida

There's no better gift than the gift of life

No hay mejor regalo que el regalo de la vida

So, can you handle it?

Entonces, ¿puedes manejarlo?

I don't know myself

No me conozco a mí misma

I don't know myself no more

Ya no me conozco a mí misma

But that changed her perspective

Pero eso cambió su perspectiva

Late in December, her baby's expected to drop

A finales de diciembre, se espera que su bebé nazca

She's accepted, excited, electric, pumped

Ella lo ha aceptado, está emocionada, eléctrica, entusiasmada

Only got to wait a few months

Solo tiene que esperar unos meses

Her and Hannah had lunch

Ella y Hannah almorzaron

Told her she's pregnant

Le dijo que está embarazada

And they're the closest of bredrins

Y son las mejores amigas

So she didn't stunt to tell her, I think that it's an error

Así que no dudó en decirle, creo que es un error

You ain't a mum for a day, you're a mum forever

No eres madre por un día, eres madre para siempre

Whatever, and you and Jason break up whenever

Lo que sea, y tú y Jason rompen cuando sea

If I'm honest that's something you should have done together

Si soy honesto, eso es algo que deberían haber hecho juntos

She doesn't know that her and Jason are going out again

Ella no sabe que ella y Jason están saliendo de nuevo

And Jason doesn't know that Lesley's carrying a child for them

Y Jason no sabe que Lesley está esperando un hijo de ellos

She had daydreams of settling down with Jason, better 'cause now they're together it's wild

Soñaba despierta con establecerse con Jason, mejor porque ahora que están juntos es salvaje

Feeling like she needs to call her friends and tell 'em

Siente que necesita llamar a sus amigas y decírselo

'Cause while she's letting him down but most of them are never around

Porque mientras ella lo está decepcionando, la mayoría de ellas nunca están cerca

She calls Hannah the next day

Ella llama a Hannah al día siguiente

Still tryna figure out the best way to tell her that she's getting back together with an ex-flame

Todavía tratando de averiguar la mejor manera de decirle que está volviendo con un ex

So she left her a voicemail

Así que le dejó un mensaje de voz

Like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Como "Hola Hannah, soy Les', ¿puedes devolverme la llamada?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Quiero hablar sobre el bebé, tú, yo, Jason, todo eso

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

He estado sintiendo que necesito recuperar mi aura

I used to be so fucking confident

Solía ser tan jodidamente segura de mí misma

But these days, I swear that-"

Pero estos días, juro que-"

I don't know my self

No me conozco a mí misma

I don't know myself no more

Ya no me conozco más

It's 3:30 Lesley was meant to get a scan

Son las 3:30, Lesley debía hacerse una ecografía

But today I think she's going home early

Pero hoy creo que se va a casa temprano

Tryna talk to Jason, tell him 'bout the kid

Intentando hablar con Jason, decirle sobre el niño

Addressing any reservations

Abordando cualquier reserva

Have that conversation

Tener esa conversación

Middle of the summer and it's raining

En medio del verano y está lloviendo

Waiting at the train station

Esperando en la estación de tren

Hella cancellations

Muchas cancelaciones

So she gets a taxi, sitting in a backseat

Así que toma un taxi, sentada en el asiento trasero

Blue jean jacket and a maxi

Chaqueta de jean azul y un maxi

Actually, tired and her legs are aching

En realidad, cansada y le duelen las piernas

Touched the destination

Llegó al destino

Way faster than the cab driver's estimation

Mucho más rápido de lo que el taxista estimó

She put the key in the door

Ella pone la llave en la puerta

She, couldn't believe what she see on the floor

Ella, no podía creer lo que ve en el suelo

Some size five trainers, raging

Unas zapatillas talla cinco, furiosa

Tears in her eyes, but it's cool 'cause they must be the neighbors

Lágrimas en sus ojos, pero está bien porque deben ser de los vecinos

And Jason's in the bedroom fully naked

Y Jason está en el dormitorio completamente desnudo

Lesley running up the stairs but she's making noise

Lesley sube las escaleras pero hace ruido

And she can hear Jason's voice

Y puede oír la voz de Jason

Saying "Hide in the closet"

Diciendo "Escóndete en el armario"

But he's made his choice

Pero él ha tomado su decisión

So, she bursts in saying "What kind of person would cheat on his pregnant girlfriend?"

Así que, ella entra diciendo "¿Qué tipo de persona engañaría a su novia embarazada?"

Jason, saying "What the fuck, you're pregnant? What the fuck?

Jason, diciendo "¿Qué mierda, estás embarazada? ¿Qué mierda?

You weren't even gonna tell me, I mean what the fuck?

Ni siquiera ibas a decírmelo, quiero decir, ¿qué mierda?

What do you want from us?

¿Qué quieres de nosotros?

Nah, you ain't in love, you just wanna love"

No, no estás enamorada, solo quieres amor"

Lesley telling Jason, "I don't wanna love

Lesley le dice a Jason, "No quiero amor

I don't want a you and I, I don't want an us

No quiero un tú y yo, no quiero un nosotros

And also, I don't wanna talk loads

Y además, no quiero hablar mucho

One more line before I dash like Morse code"

Una línea más antes de salir corriendo como en código Morse"

Open the wardrobe

Abre el armario

And Jason's on the edge

Y Jason está al borde

"I just wanna see if she was prettier than me, slimmer than me

"Solo quería ver si ella era más bonita que yo, más delgada que yo

Maybe your baby's similar to me

Quizás tu bebé se parezca a mí

Maybe you wanted someone thicker than me, fitter than me

Quizás querías a alguien más gruesa que yo, más en forma que yo

To satisfy you quicker than me

Para satisfacerte más rápido que yo

I got your baby in my stomach and you did this to me

Tengo tu bebé en mi estómago y tú me hiciste esto

What did I ever do to you for you to finish with me?

¿Qué te hice yo para que terminaras conmigo?

I didn't believe my girls but they were thinking of me

No creí en mis amigas pero estaban pensando en mí

And give it to me, the wardrobe, give me the key"

Y dámelo, el armario, dame la llave"

I was pulling up the door but Jason's bigger than me

Estaba abriendo la puerta pero Jason es más grande que yo

Literally, I remember viscerally

Literalmente, lo recuerdo visceralmente

Jason pulling from behind me now he's gripping on me

Jason tirando de detrás de mí ahora está agarrándome

White flashes, eye gashes, when he's hitting me, see

Destellos blancos, cortes en los ojos, cuando me golpea, ves

I just wanted to disappear I wasn't living for me

Solo quería desaparecer, no estaba viviendo para mí

Physically I shut the fucking doors quick as can be

Físicamente cerré las malditas puertas lo más rápido que pude

He's outside asking why I made him do what he did

Está afuera preguntando por qué le hice hacer lo que hizo

Using a kick to open up the room that I'm in

Usando una patada para abrir la habitación en la que estoy

I'm feeling afraid, barricaded, with a chair in the handle

Me siento asustada, atrincherada, con una silla en el mango

I'm hearing sirens but I just wanna run away but I can't

Oigo sirenas pero solo quiero huir pero no puedo

Jason's gone by the time police are comin'

Jason se ha ido para cuando llega la policía

They saw that ain't no one else in the house

Vieron que no hay nadie más en la casa

And feds are running through the door shouting

Y los federales entran por la puerta gritando

"We have reports of an argument with a woman"

"Tenemos informes de una discusión con una mujer"

There's blood all over the floor and it's splattered onto the wall

Hay sangre por todo el suelo y salpicada en la pared

Lesley's on the bed and she's tryna speak to the feds

Lesley está en la cama y está tratando de hablar con los federales

She's deep in the stress and his meter's above her head

Está muy estresada y su medidor está por encima de su cabeza

If anything, she couldn't even say anything

Si acaso, no podía decir nada

But she's got this really sharp pain where her belly is

Pero tiene este dolor muy agudo donde está su vientre

So, they call an ambulance, Lesley didn't plan for this

Así que, llaman a una ambulancia, Lesley no planeó esto

Police are in the room tryna find the missing piece of the puzzle

La policía está en la habitación tratando de encontrar la pieza que falta del rompecabezas

Until they stumble on something that's kind of random

Hasta que tropiezan con algo un poco aleatorio

It's a phone in the wardrobe

Es un teléfono en el armario

They had five missed phone calls from Jason and also a couple other numbers

Tenían cinco llamadas perdidas de Jason y también un par de otros números

So they thinking that it's no help

Así que piensan que no es de ayuda

Until they play the voicemail like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Hasta que reproducen el correo de voz como "Hola Hannah, es Les', ¿puedes devolverme la llamada?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Quiero hablar sobre el bebé, tú, yo, Jason, todo eso

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

He estado sintiendo que necesito recuperar mi aura

I used to be so fucking confident

Solía ser tan jodidamente segura de mí misma

But these days, I swear that-"

Pero estos días, juro que-"

I don't know my self

No me conozco

I don't know myself no more

Ya no me conozco más

She felt sick to her stomach, she started panicking

Se sentía enferma del estómago, empezó a entrar en pánico

Mind rattling, tryna understand what Hannah did

Mente revuelta, tratando de entender lo que hizo Hannah

Battling the shame 'cause the situation embarrassing

Luchando contra la vergüenza porque la situación es embarazosa

She's tryna fathom it betrayed by her own garrison

Está tratando de comprenderlo, traicionada por su propio garrison

Meanwhile, she's on the bed tryna manage this

Mientras tanto, ella está en la cama tratando de manejar esto

Piercing pain in the stomach, she couldn't handle it

Dolor agudo en el estómago, no podía soportarlo

Now she's waiting for an ambulance

Ahora está esperando una ambulancia

Yeah

Sí

And I know she's strong, but when I heard about what happened I was over-shocked

Y sé que es fuerte, pero cuando supe lo que pasó, quedé en shock

Her nose was gone, her jaw line shattered and rocked

Su nariz se había ido, su línea de mandíbula destrozada y sacudida

They said her baby was the reason she was holding on

Dijeron que su bebé era la razón por la que se aferraba

She dozing off, doctors getting no response

Se está quedando dormida, los médicos no obtienen respuesta

Her heart rate slowing down and they don't know what's wrong

Su ritmo cardíaco se está ralentizando y no saben qué está mal

Picked her up, got her out the home and onto the stretcher for good measure

La recogieron, la sacaron de la casa y la pusieron en la camilla por precaución

But she fading out, oh

Pero ella se está desvaneciendo, oh

She took damage to the brain and now she's in a coma as we speak

Sufrió daños en el cerebro y ahora está en coma mientras hablamos

But I ain't sure if she can make it out

Pero no estoy seguro de si puede salir de esto

You see this time that I'm taking out to tell you the story is more than a song or track

Ves este tiempo que estoy tomando para contarte la historia es más que una canción o una pista

It's a message to a woman with a toxic man

Es un mensaje para una mujer con un hombre tóxico

I'm begging you to get support if you're lost or trapped

Te ruego que busques apoyo si estás perdida o atrapada

I understand that I can never understand

Entiendo que nunca podré entender

And I ain't saying that it's easy but it must be right

Y no estoy diciendo que sea fácil, pero debe ser lo correcto

Some of your sisters, aunties, mums or wives

Algunas de tus hermanas, tías, madres o esposas

Are fucked aside and they will never touch on why

Están jodidas a un lado y nunca tocarán el por qué

I'm touched 'cause I've seen women that I love though like-

Me conmueve porque he visto a mujeres que amo como-

Cry little red tears through a bloodshot eye

Llorar pequeñas lágrimas rojas a través de un ojo inyectado en sangre

This shit's awful, no matter what culture it ain't normal

Esta mierda es horrible, no importa la cultura, no es normal

Men try and twist it, make it seem like it's your fault

Los hombres intentan retorcerlo, hacer que parezca que es tu culpa

In that train full of people that you're taking

En ese tren lleno de gente que estás tomando

How many Lesley's are running from their Jasons?

¿Cuántas Leslies están huyendo de sus Jasons?

Angel without wings

Ángel sin alas

Like the day without the night to bring her peace

Como el día sin la noche para traerle paz

A song without a voice

Una canción sin voz

A spark without a flame

Una chispa sin llama

A child without a name

Un niño sin nombre

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, simplemente está mal

Like an ocean without a shore

Como un océano sin orilla

A soldier without a war

Un soldado sin guerra

How can we do this anymore?

¿Cómo podemos seguir así?

A song without a voice

Una canción sin voz

A spark without a flame

Una chispa sin llama

A child without a name

Un niño sin nombre

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, está mal

Well, we've made a massive amount of progress in this last year, haven't we?

Bueno, hemos hecho un progreso masivo en este último año, ¿no es así?

Feels like a long journey

Se siente como un largo viaje

And I must say it's been a pleasure, to watch you mature and grow in thought

Y debo decir que ha sido un placer, verte madurar y crecer en pensamiento

And in your career and life

Y en tu carrera y vida

You've opened up immensely

Te has abierto inmensamente

I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't miss these sessions

Estaría mintiendo si dijera que no extrañaré estas sesiones

But you know, you can never stop learning about yourself

Pero ya sabes, nunca puedes dejar de aprender sobre ti mismo

So you're always welcome

Así que siempre eres bienvenido

I'm just happy you're at a place now where you feel you understand your emotions

Simplemente estoy feliz de que ahora estés en un lugar donde sientes que entiendes tus emociones

And are in control

Y estás en control

Look

Regarde

They say the universe, it works in a strange way

Ils disent que l'univers, il fonctionne d'une manière étrange

And it must be true because, we ain't from the same background or same place

Et ça doit être vrai parce que, nous ne venons pas du même milieu ou du même endroit

But me and Lesley ended up on that same train

Mais moi et Lesley avons fini dans le même train

I'm talking everyday, I used to wake up around seven or eight

Je parle tous les jours, je me réveillais vers sept ou huit heures

To catch the 906 from Norbury Station

Pour prendre le 906 depuis la gare de Norbury

Two different worlds in the same location and

Deux mondes différents au même endroit et

One day we ended up speaking

Un jour nous avons fini par parler

And I would talk about college, she would talk about meetings

Et je parlais de l'université, elle parlait de réunions

And how she's planning on leaving

Et comment elle prévoit de partir

How she hates what she does but she needs it

Comment elle déteste ce qu'elle fait mais elle en a besoin

I asked her what she was doing, it's the weekend

Je lui ai demandé ce qu'elle faisait, c'est le week-end

And she said, she said

Et elle a dit, elle a dit

I don't know myself

Je ne me connais pas moi-même

I don't know myself no more

Je ne me connais plus moi-même

She used to be the life of the party for true

Elle était la vie de la fête, c'est vrai

And now she going out hardly ever

Et maintenant elle sort à peine

Her man got her in the yard forever

Son homme la garde à la maison pour toujours

And her friends wanna help but it's hard to tell her

Et ses amis veulent l'aider mais c'est difficile de lui dire

Hard to let her know that her man's possessive and aggressive

Difficile de lui faire comprendre que son homme est possessif et agressif

And she can't even see it, but for them it's clear as day, she's in a situation

Et elle ne peut même pas le voir, mais pour eux c'est clair comme de l'eau de roche, elle est dans une situation

Her friend Hannah had a man that was manipulative

Son amie Hannah avait un homme qui était manipulateur

So, she could see it from a mile off

Alors, elle pouvait le voir venir de loin

Turtleneck jumpers, makeup around the eye spots

Des pulls à col roulé, du maquillage autour des yeux

All the signs were there

Tous les signes étaient là

But Lesley made it seem a light affair

Mais Lesley a fait passer ça pour une affaire légère

Said it wasn't right to share

Elle disait que ce n'était pas bien de partager

Her boyfriend, he was a mystery man

Son petit ami, c'était un homme mystérieux

I didn't know much about him, but he's been in the can

Je ne savais pas grand-chose de lui, mais il a été en prison

Name's Jason, he's a bad boy with no reasoning

Son nom est Jason, c'est un mauvais garçon sans raison

To be honest, I don't know what Les' sees in him

Pour être honnête, je ne sais pas ce que Les' voit en lui

'Cause she's a good girl with a sweet heart

Parce qu'elle est une bonne fille avec un cœur doux

But they've both got demons and a deep past

Mais ils ont tous les deux des démons et un passé profond

You know opposites attract, apparently

Vous savez que les opposés s'attirent, apparemment

I never heard her talk about her family ever, uh-uh

Je ne l'ai jamais entendue parler de sa famille, non

He was all that she had

Il était tout ce qu'elle avait

Until they had an argument and he stopped calling her back

Jusqu'à ce qu'ils aient une dispute et qu'il arrête de lui répondre

And I don't know if there was more to the story than that

Et je ne sais pas s'il y avait plus à l'histoire que ça

'Cause she plays things down but according to that

Parce qu'elle minimise les choses mais selon ça

He went missing one day in the morning he ran

Il a disparu un jour dans la matinée, il a fui

She's doing overtime, struggling affording the flat

Elle fait des heures supplémentaires, a du mal à payer l'appartement

'Til she, lost her job it fucked all of her plans

Jusqu'à ce qu'elle, perde son travail, ça a foutu tous ses plans en l'air

Couldn't pay the rent, borrowing and calling for cash

Ne pouvait pas payer le loyer, empruntait et demandait de l'argent

But Hannah she was there for her, cared for her

Mais Hannah était là pour elle, s'occupait d'elle

When I saw Les' she told me

Quand j'ai vu Les', elle m'a dit

I don't know myself

Je ne me connais pas moi-même

I don't know myself no more

Je ne me connais plus moi-même

Les' saying, "I got nothing to live for

Les' dit, "Je n'ai plus rien pour vivre

It's been raw, but David, I ain't never been this poor

C'est dur, mais David, je n'ai jamais été aussi pauvre

There's no income, my boyfriend left me

Il n'y a pas de revenu, mon petit ami m'a quittée

So how the fuck am I going to survive when this kid's born?"

Alors comment diable vais-je survivre quand cet enfant naîtra ?"

I said, "It's a blessing as mad as it is

J'ai dit, "C'est une bénédiction aussi folle que ça puisse paraître

And Les', I never even knew you were having a kid"

Et Les', je ne savais même pas que tu attendais un enfant"

Bro, she's four months pregnant, young and neglected

Frère, elle est enceinte de quatre mois, jeune et négligée

Single but I don't think she wants to accept it

Célibataire mais je ne pense pas qu'elle veuille l'accepter

So she's still texting ex's trying to get this

Alors elle envoie toujours des textos à ses ex pour essayer de remettre

Back on track but I don't think that she gets it

Ça sur les rails mais je ne pense pas qu'elle comprenne

It's emotional obsession, clinical depression

C'est de l'obsession émotionnelle, de la dépression clinique

Life is a lesson

La vie est une leçon

And you ain't got to sit and cry

Et tu n'as pas à t'asseoir et pleurer

And Lesley, living in this gift called life

Et Lesley, vivant dans ce cadeau qu'on appelle la vie

There's no better gift than the gift of life

Il n'y a pas de meilleur cadeau que le cadeau de la vie

So, can you handle it?

Alors, peux-tu le gérer ?

I don't know myself

Je ne me connais pas moi-même

I don't know myself no more

Je ne me connais plus moi-même

But that changed her perspective

Mais cela a changé sa perspective

Late in December, her baby's expected to drop

Tard en décembre, son bébé est censé arriver

She's accepted, excited, electric, pumped

Elle a accepté, excitée, électrique, pompée

Only got to wait a few months

Il ne reste plus que quelques mois à attendre

Her and Hannah had lunch

Elle et Hannah ont déjeuné

Told her she's pregnant

Elle lui a dit qu'elle était enceinte

And they're the closest of bredrins

Et elles sont les plus proches des amies

So she didn't stunt to tell her, I think that it's an error

Alors elle n'a pas hésité à lui dire, je pense que c'est une erreur

You ain't a mum for a day, you're a mum forever

Tu n'es pas une maman pour un jour, tu es une maman pour toujours

Whatever, and you and Jason break up whenever

Peu importe, et toi et Jason vous séparez quand vous voulez

If I'm honest that's something you should have done together

Si je suis honnête, c'est quelque chose que vous auriez dû faire ensemble

She doesn't know that her and Jason are going out again

Elle ne sait pas qu'elle et Jason sortent à nouveau ensemble

And Jason doesn't know that Lesley's carrying a child for them

Et Jason ne sait pas que Lesley porte un enfant pour eux

She had daydreams of settling down with Jason, better 'cause now they're together it's wild

Elle rêvait éveillée de s'installer avec Jason, mieux parce que maintenant qu'ils sont ensemble, c'est fou

Feeling like she needs to call her friends and tell 'em

Se sentant comme si elle devait appeler ses amis et leur dire

'Cause while she's letting him down but most of them are never around

Parce qu'elle le laisse tomber mais la plupart d'entre eux ne sont jamais là

She calls Hannah the next day

Elle appelle Hannah le lendemain

Still tryna figure out the best way to tell her that she's getting back together with an ex-flame

Essayant toujours de trouver le meilleur moyen de lui dire qu'elle se remet avec un ex-flamme

So she left her a voicemail

Alors elle lui a laissé un message vocal

Like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Comme "Yo Hannah, c'est Les', peux-tu me rappeler ?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Je veux parler du bébé, de toi, de moi, de Jason, de tout ça

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

J'ai l'impression que j'ai besoin de retrouver mon aura

I used to be so fucking confident

J'étais tellement putain de confiante

But these days, I swear that-"

Mais ces jours-ci, je jure que-"

I don't know my self

Je ne me connais pas

I don't know myself no more

Je ne me connais plus moi-même

It's 3:30 Lesley was meant to get a scan

Il est 3h30, Lesley devait passer une échographie

But today I think she's going home early

Mais aujourd'hui, je pense qu'elle rentre tôt à la maison

Tryna talk to Jason, tell him 'bout the kid

Essayant de parler à Jason, lui parler de l'enfant

Addressing any reservations

Abordant toutes les réserves

Have that conversation

Avoir cette conversation

Middle of the summer and it's raining

En plein milieu de l'été et il pleut

Waiting at the train station

Attendant à la gare

Hella cancellations

Beaucoup d'annulations

So she gets a taxi, sitting in a backseat

Alors elle prend un taxi, assise à l'arrière

Blue jean jacket and a maxi

Veste en jean bleu et une maxi

Actually, tired and her legs are aching

En fait, fatiguée et ses jambes lui font mal

Touched the destination

Elle arrive à destination

Way faster than the cab driver's estimation

Bien plus vite que l'estimation du chauffeur de taxi

She put the key in the door

Elle met la clé dans la porte

She, couldn't believe what she see on the floor

Elle, ne peut pas croire ce qu'elle voit par terre

Some size five trainers, raging

Des baskets taille 38, furieuse

Tears in her eyes, but it's cool 'cause they must be the neighbors

Des larmes dans ses yeux, mais c'est cool car elles doivent être celles des voisins

And Jason's in the bedroom fully naked

Et Jason est dans la chambre complètement nu

Lesley running up the stairs but she's making noise

Lesley monte les escaliers mais elle fait du bruit

And she can hear Jason's voice

Et elle peut entendre la voix de Jason

Saying "Hide in the closet"

Disant "Cache-toi dans le placard"

But he's made his choice

Mais il a fait son choix

So, she bursts in saying "What kind of person would cheat on his pregnant girlfriend?"

Alors, elle éclate en disant "Quel genre de personne tromperait sa petite amie enceinte?"

Jason, saying "What the fuck, you're pregnant? What the fuck?

Jason, disant "Quoi, tu es enceinte? Quoi?

You weren't even gonna tell me, I mean what the fuck?

Tu n'allais même pas me le dire, je veux dire quoi?

What do you want from us?

Qu'est-ce que tu veux de nous?

Nah, you ain't in love, you just wanna love"

Non, tu n'es pas amoureuse, tu veux juste aimer"

Lesley telling Jason, "I don't wanna love

Lesley dit à Jason, "Je ne veux pas aimer

I don't want a you and I, I don't want an us

Je ne veux pas de toi et moi, je ne veux pas de nous

And also, I don't wanna talk loads

Et aussi, je ne veux pas parler beaucoup

One more line before I dash like Morse code"

Une dernière ligne avant que je ne me précipite comme en code Morse"

Open the wardrobe

Ouvre la garde-robe

And Jason's on the edge

Et Jason est sur le bord

"I just wanna see if she was prettier than me, slimmer than me

"Je voulais juste voir si elle était plus jolie que moi, plus mince que moi

Maybe your baby's similar to me

Peut-être que ton bébé me ressemble

Maybe you wanted someone thicker than me, fitter than me

Peut-être que tu voulais quelqu'un de plus épais que moi, plus en forme que moi

To satisfy you quicker than me

Pour te satisfaire plus vite que moi

I got your baby in my stomach and you did this to me

J'ai ton bébé dans mon ventre et tu m'as fait ça

What did I ever do to you for you to finish with me?

Qu'est-ce que j'ai jamais fait pour que tu rompes avec moi?

I didn't believe my girls but they were thinking of me

Je ne croyais pas mes amies mais elles pensaient à moi

And give it to me, the wardrobe, give me the key"

Et donne-le moi, le placard, donne-moi la clé"

I was pulling up the door but Jason's bigger than me

J'ouvrais la porte mais Jason est plus grand que moi

Literally, I remember viscerally

Littéralement, je me souviens viscéralement

Jason pulling from behind me now he's gripping on me

Jason me tire par derrière maintenant il me serre

White flashes, eye gashes, when he's hitting me, see

Des éclairs blancs, des égratignures aux yeux, quand il me frappe, vois

I just wanted to disappear I wasn't living for me

Je voulais juste disparaître, je ne vivais pas pour moi

Physically I shut the fucking doors quick as can be

Physiquement, je ferme les putains de portes aussi vite que possible

He's outside asking why I made him do what he did

Il est dehors en demandant pourquoi je l'ai fait faire ce qu'il a fait

Using a kick to open up the room that I'm in

Utilisant un coup de pied pour ouvrir la pièce dans laquelle je suis

I'm feeling afraid, barricaded, with a chair in the handle

Je me sens effrayée, barricadée, avec une chaise dans la poignée

I'm hearing sirens but I just wanna run away but I can't

J'entends des sirènes mais je veux juste fuir mais je ne peux pas

Jason's gone by the time police are comin'

Jason est parti avant que la police n'arrive

They saw that ain't no one else in the house

Ils ont vu qu'il n'y avait personne d'autre dans la maison

And feds are running through the door shouting

Et les flics entrent en courant par la porte en criant

"We have reports of an argument with a woman"

"Nous avons des rapports d'une dispute avec une femme"

There's blood all over the floor and it's splattered onto the wall

Il y a du sang partout sur le sol et il est éclaboussé sur le mur

Lesley's on the bed and she's tryna speak to the feds

Lesley est sur le lit et elle essaie de parler aux flics

She's deep in the stress and his meter's above her head

Elle est profondément stressée et son compteur est au-dessus de sa tête

If anything, she couldn't even say anything

Si quoi que ce soit, elle ne pouvait même pas dire quoi que ce soit

But she's got this really sharp pain where her belly is

Mais elle a cette douleur vraiment aiguë là où est son ventre

So, they call an ambulance, Lesley didn't plan for this

Alors, ils appellent une ambulance, Lesley n'avait pas prévu ça

Police are in the room tryna find the missing piece of the puzzle

La police est dans la pièce essayant de trouver la pièce manquante du puzzle

Until they stumble on something that's kind of random

Jusqu'à ce qu'ils tombent sur quelque chose d'assez aléatoire

It's a phone in the wardrobe

C'est un téléphone dans la garde-robe

They had five missed phone calls from Jason and also a couple other numbers

Ils ont cinq appels manqués de Jason et aussi quelques autres numéros

So they thinking that it's no help

Alors ils pensent que ça n'aide pas

Until they play the voicemail like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Jusqu'à ce qu'ils écoutent le message vocal comme "Yo Hannah, c'est Les', peux-tu me rappeler?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Je veux parler du bébé, de toi, de moi, de Jason, de tout ça

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

J'ai l'impression que j'ai besoin de retrouver mon aura

I used to be so fucking confident

J'étais tellement putain de confiante

But these days, I swear that-"

Mais ces jours-ci, je jure que-"

I don't know my self

Je ne me connais pas

I don't know myself no more

Je ne me connais plus

She felt sick to her stomach, she started panicking

Elle se sentait malade à l'estomac, elle a commencé à paniquer

Mind rattling, tryna understand what Hannah did

Esprit en ébullition, essayant de comprendre ce qu'Hannah a fait

Battling the shame 'cause the situation embarrassing

Luttant contre la honte car la situation est embarrassante

She's tryna fathom it betrayed by her own garrison

Elle essaie de le comprendre, trahie par sa propre garnison

Meanwhile, she's on the bed tryna manage this

Pendant ce temps, elle est sur le lit essayant de gérer cela

Piercing pain in the stomach, she couldn't handle it

Douleur perçante dans l'estomac, elle ne pouvait pas la supporter

Now she's waiting for an ambulance

Maintenant, elle attend une ambulance

Yeah

Ouais

And I know she's strong, but when I heard about what happened I was over-shocked

Et je sais qu'elle est forte, mais quand j'ai entendu parler de ce qui s'est passé, j'étais sous le choc

Her nose was gone, her jaw line shattered and rocked

Son nez était parti, sa mâchoire brisée et secouée

They said her baby was the reason she was holding on

Ils ont dit que son bébé était la raison pour laquelle elle tenait bon

She dozing off, doctors getting no response

Elle s'endort, les médecins n'obtiennent aucune réponse

Her heart rate slowing down and they don't know what's wrong

Son rythme cardiaque ralentit et ils ne savent pas ce qui ne va pas

Picked her up, got her out the home and onto the stretcher for good measure

Ils l'ont prise, l'ont sortie de la maison et l'ont mise sur une civière par mesure de précaution

But she fading out, oh

Mais elle s'évanouit, oh

She took damage to the brain and now she's in a coma as we speak

Elle a subi des dommages au cerveau et maintenant elle est dans le coma pendant que nous parlons

But I ain't sure if she can make it out

Mais je ne suis pas sûr qu'elle puisse s'en sortir

You see this time that I'm taking out to tell you the story is more than a song or track

Vous voyez ce temps que je prends pour vous raconter l'histoire est plus qu'une chanson ou une piste

It's a message to a woman with a toxic man

C'est un message pour une femme avec un homme toxique

I'm begging you to get support if you're lost or trapped

Je vous supplie de chercher de l'aide si vous êtes perdue ou piégée

I understand that I can never understand

Je comprends que je ne peux jamais comprendre

And I ain't saying that it's easy but it must be right

Et je ne dis pas que c'est facile mais ça doit être juste

Some of your sisters, aunties, mums or wives

Certaines de vos sœurs, tantes, mères ou épouses

Are fucked aside and they will never touch on why

Sont mises de côté et elles ne toucheront jamais à pourquoi

I'm touched 'cause I've seen women that I love though like-

Je suis touché parce que j'ai vu des femmes que j'aime pleurer-

Cry little red tears through a bloodshot eye

Pleurer de petites larmes rouges à travers un œil injecté de sang

This shit's awful, no matter what culture it ain't normal

Cette merde est horrible, peu importe la culture ce n'est pas normal

Men try and twist it, make it seem like it's your fault

Les hommes essaient de le tordre, de faire croire que c'est de votre faute

In that train full of people that you're taking

Dans ce train plein de gens que vous prenez

How many Lesley's are running from their Jasons?

Combien de Lesley fuient leurs Jasons ?

Angel without wings

Ange sans ailes

Like the day without the night to bring her peace

Comme le jour sans la nuit pour lui apporter la paix

A song without a voice

Une chanson sans voix

A spark without a flame

Une étincelle sans flamme

A child without a name

Un enfant sans nom

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, c'est juste mal

Like an ocean without a shore

Comme un océan sans rivage

A soldier without a war

Un soldat sans guerre

How can we do this anymore?

Comment pouvons-nous encore faire cela?

A song without a voice

Une chanson sans voix

A spark without a flame

Une étincelle sans flamme

A child without a name

Un enfant sans nom

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, c'est juste mal

Well, we've made a massive amount of progress in this last year, haven't we?

Eh bien, nous avons fait un énorme progrès cette dernière année, n'est-ce pas ?

Feels like a long journey

On dirait un long voyage

And I must say it's been a pleasure, to watch you mature and grow in thought

Et je dois dire que c'est un plaisir de te voir mûrir et grandir en pensée

And in your career and life

Et dans ta carrière et ta vie

You've opened up immensely

Tu t'es énormément ouvert

I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't miss these sessions

Je mentirais si je disais que ces séances ne me manqueront pas

But you know, you can never stop learning about yourself

Mais tu sais, on ne peut jamais arrêter d'apprendre sur soi-même

So you're always welcome

Alors tu es toujours le bienvenu

I'm just happy you're at a place now where you feel you understand your emotions

Je suis juste heureux que tu sois maintenant à un endroit où tu sens que tu comprends tes émotions

And are in control

Et que tu es en contrôle

Look

Guarda

They say the universe, it works in a strange way

Dicono che l'universo, funziona in modo strano

And it must be true because, we ain't from the same background or same place

E deve essere vero perché, non veniamo dallo stesso background o dallo stesso posto

But me and Lesley ended up on that same train

Ma io e Lesley siamo finiti sullo stesso treno

I'm talking everyday, I used to wake up around seven or eight

Parlo di tutti i giorni, mi svegliavo intorno alle sette o alle otto

To catch the 906 from Norbury Station

Per prendere il 906 dalla stazione di Norbury

Two different worlds in the same location and

Due mondi diversi nello stesso luogo e

One day we ended up speaking

Un giorno abbiamo finito per parlare

And I would talk about college, she would talk about meetings

E io parlavo del college, lei parlava di riunioni

And how she's planning on leaving

E di come sta pianificando di andarsene

How she hates what she does but she needs it

Come odia quello che fa ma ne ha bisogno

I asked her what she was doing, it's the weekend

Le ho chiesto cosa stava facendo, è il fine settimana

And she said, she said

E lei ha detto, ha detto

I don't know myself

Non mi conosco

I don't know myself no more

Non mi conosco più

She used to be the life of the party for true

Era solita essere l'anima della festa per davvero

And now she going out hardly ever

E ora esce a malapena

Her man got her in the yard forever

Il suo uomo la tiene in casa per sempre

And her friends wanna help but it's hard to tell her

E le sue amiche vogliono aiutarla ma è difficile dirlo

Hard to let her know that her man's possessive and aggressive

Difficile farle capire che il suo uomo è possessivo e aggressivo

And she can't even see it, but for them it's clear as day, she's in a situation

E lei non riesce nemmeno a vederlo, ma per loro è chiaro come il giorno, è in una situazione

Her friend Hannah had a man that was manipulative

La sua amica Hannah aveva un uomo che era manipolativo

So, she could see it from a mile off

Quindi, poteva vederlo da lontano

Turtleneck jumpers, makeup around the eye spots

Maglioni a collo alto, trucco intorno agli occhi

All the signs were there

Tutti i segni erano lì

But Lesley made it seem a light affair

Ma Lesley lo faceva sembrare una cosa leggera

Said it wasn't right to share

Diceva che non era giusto condividere

Her boyfriend, he was a mystery man

Il suo ragazzo, era un uomo misterioso

I didn't know much about him, but he's been in the can

Non sapevo molto di lui, ma è stato in prigione

Name's Jason, he's a bad boy with no reasoning

Si chiama Jason, è un cattivo ragazzo senza ragioni

To be honest, I don't know what Les' sees in him

Per essere onesto, non so cosa Les' veda in lui

'Cause she's a good girl with a sweet heart

Perché è una brava ragazza con un cuore dolce

But they've both got demons and a deep past

Ma entrambi hanno demoni e un passato profondo

You know opposites attract, apparently

Sai che gli opposti si attraggono, apparentemente

I never heard her talk about her family ever, uh-uh

Non l'ho mai sentita parlare della sua famiglia, mai

He was all that she had

Lui era tutto quello che aveva

Until they had an argument and he stopped calling her back

Fino a quando hanno avuto un litigio e lui ha smesso di chiamarla

And I don't know if there was more to the story than that

E non so se c'era di più nella storia di così

'Cause she plays things down but according to that

Perché lei minimizza le cose ma secondo quello

He went missing one day in the morning he ran

È sparito un giorno la mattina è scappato

She's doing overtime, struggling affording the flat

Lei fa straordinari, lotta per pagare l'appartamento

'Til she, lost her job it fucked all of her plans

Finché, ha perso il lavoro ha rovinato tutti i suoi piani

Couldn't pay the rent, borrowing and calling for cash

Non riusciva a pagare l'affitto, prendeva in prestito e chiedeva soldi

But Hannah she was there for her, cared for her

Ma Hannah era lì per lei, si prendeva cura di lei

When I saw Les' she told me

Quando ho visto Les' mi ha detto

I don't know myself

Non mi conosco

I don't know myself no more

Non mi conosco più

Les' saying, "I got nothing to live for

Les' dice, "Non ho nulla per cui vivere

It's been raw, but David, I ain't never been this poor

È stato duro, ma David, non sono mai stata così povera

There's no income, my boyfriend left me

Non c'è reddito, il mio ragazzo mi ha lasciata

So how the fuck am I going to survive when this kid's born?"

Quindi come diavolo sopravviverò quando nascerà questo bambino?"

I said, "It's a blessing as mad as it is

Ho detto, "È una benedizione, per quanto sia pazzesco

And Les', I never even knew you were having a kid"

E Les', non sapevo nemmeno che stavi aspettando un bambino"

Bro, she's four months pregnant, young and neglected

Amico, è incinta di quattro mesi, giovane e trascurata

Single but I don't think she wants to accept it

Single ma non penso che voglia accettarlo

So she's still texting ex's trying to get this

Quindi sta ancora mandando messaggi agli ex cercando di rimettere

Back on track but I don't think that she gets it

Tutto a posto ma non penso che lo capisca

It's emotional obsession, clinical depression

È ossessione emotiva, depressione clinica

Life is a lesson

La vita è una lezione

And you ain't got to sit and cry

E non devi sederti a piangere

And Lesley, living in this gift called life

E Lesley, vivendo in questo dono chiamato vita

There's no better gift than the gift of life

Non c'è regalo migliore del dono della vita

So, can you handle it?

Quindi, riesci a gestirlo?

I don't know myself

Non mi conosco

I don't know myself no more

Non mi conosco più

But that changed her perspective

Ma ciò ha cambiato la sua prospettiva

Late in December, her baby's expected to drop

Tardi a dicembre, si aspetta che il suo bambino nasca

She's accepted, excited, electric, pumped

Lei è accettata, eccitata, elettrica, pompatissima

Only got to wait a few months

Deve solo aspettare qualche mese

Her and Hannah had lunch

Lei e Hannah hanno pranzato

Told her she's pregnant

Le ha detto che è incinta

And they're the closest of bredrins

E sono le più strette amiche

So she didn't stunt to tell her, I think that it's an error

Quindi non ha esitato a dirle, penso che sia un errore

You ain't a mum for a day, you're a mum forever

Non sei una mamma per un giorno, sei una mamma per sempre

Whatever, and you and Jason break up whenever

Comunque, e tu e Jason vi lasciate quando volete

If I'm honest that's something you should have done together

Se sono onesto, è qualcosa che avreste dovuto fare insieme

She doesn't know that her and Jason are going out again

Non sa che lei e Jason stanno di nuovo insieme

And Jason doesn't know that Lesley's carrying a child for them

E Jason non sa che Lesley sta portando un bambino per loro

She had daydreams of settling down with Jason, better 'cause now they're together it's wild

Aveva sogni ad occhi aperti di sistemarsi con Jason, meglio perché ora che sono insieme è pazzesco

Feeling like she needs to call her friends and tell 'em

Sente che deve chiamare le sue amiche e dirlo

'Cause while she's letting him down but most of them are never around

Perché mentre lo sta deludendo, la maggior parte di loro non è mai in giro

She calls Hannah the next day

Chiama Hannah il giorno dopo

Still tryna figure out the best way to tell her that she's getting back together with an ex-flame

Cerca ancora di capire il modo migliore per dirle che sta tornando insieme a un ex-fiamma

So she left her a voicemail

Così le ha lasciato un messaggio vocale

Like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Come "Yo Hannah, è Les', puoi richiamarmi?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Voglio parlare del bambino, di te, di me, di Jason, di tutto

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

Ho la sensazione che ho bisogno di ritrovare la mia aura

I used to be so fucking confident

Ero così dannatamente sicura di me

But these days, I swear that-"

Ma in questi giorni, giuro che-"

I don't know my self

Non mi conosco

I don't know myself no more

Non mi conosco più

It's 3:30 Lesley was meant to get a scan

Sono le 3:30, Lesley doveva fare una scansione

But today I think she's going home early

Ma oggi penso che tornerà a casa presto

Tryna talk to Jason, tell him 'bout the kid

Cercando di parlare con Jason, dirgli del bambino

Addressing any reservations

Affrontando qualsiasi riserva

Have that conversation

Avere quella conversazione

Middle of the summer and it's raining

In piena estate e sta piovendo

Waiting at the train station

Aspettando alla stazione del treno

Hella cancellations

Un sacco di cancellazioni

So she gets a taxi, sitting in a backseat

Così prende un taxi, seduta sul sedile posteriore

Blue jean jacket and a maxi

Giacca di jeans blu e un maxi

Actually, tired and her legs are aching

In realtà, stanca e le gambe le fanno male

Touched the destination

Ha raggiunto la destinazione

Way faster than the cab driver's estimation

Molto più velocemente di quanto il tassista avesse stimato

She put the key in the door

Ha messo la chiave nella porta

She, couldn't believe what she see on the floor

Lei, non poteva credere a quello che vedeva per terra

Some size five trainers, raging

Alcune scarpe da ginnastica numero 5, furiosa

Tears in her eyes, but it's cool 'cause they must be the neighbors

Lacrime nei suoi occhi, ma va bene perché devono essere dei vicini

And Jason's in the bedroom fully naked

E Jason è in camera da letto completamente nudo

Lesley running up the stairs but she's making noise

Lesley corre su per le scale ma sta facendo rumore

And she can hear Jason's voice

E può sentire la voce di Jason

Saying "Hide in the closet"

Dire "Nasconditi nell'armadio"

But he's made his choice

Ma lui ha fatto la sua scelta

So, she bursts in saying "What kind of person would cheat on his pregnant girlfriend?"

Così, irrompe dicendo "Che tipo di persona tradirebbe la sua ragazza incinta?"

Jason, saying "What the fuck, you're pregnant? What the fuck?

Jason, dicendo "Cazzo, sei incinta? Cazzo?

You weren't even gonna tell me, I mean what the fuck?

Non mi avresti nemmeno detto, voglio dire cazzo?

What do you want from us?

Cosa vuoi da noi?

Nah, you ain't in love, you just wanna love"

No, non sei innamorata, vuoi solo amare"

Lesley telling Jason, "I don't wanna love

Lesley dice a Jason, "Non voglio amare

I don't want a you and I, I don't want an us

Non voglio un tu e io, non voglio un noi

And also, I don't wanna talk loads

E inoltre, non voglio parlare molto

One more line before I dash like Morse code"

Un'altra linea prima che scappi come il codice Morse"

Open the wardrobe

Apre l'armadio

And Jason's on the edge

E Jason è sull'orlo

"I just wanna see if she was prettier than me, slimmer than me

"Volevo solo vedere se era più bella di me, più magra di me

Maybe your baby's similar to me

Forse il tuo bambino è simile a me

Maybe you wanted someone thicker than me, fitter than me

Forse volevi qualcuno più spesso di me, più in forma di me

To satisfy you quicker than me

Per soddisfarti più velocemente di me

I got your baby in my stomach and you did this to me

Ho il tuo bambino nel mio stomaco e mi hai fatto questo

What did I ever do to you for you to finish with me?

Cosa ti ho mai fatto per farti finire con me?

I didn't believe my girls but they were thinking of me

Non credevo alle mie amiche ma pensavano a me

And give it to me, the wardrobe, give me the key"

E dammelo, l'armadio, dammi la chiave"

I was pulling up the door but Jason's bigger than me

Stavo tirando su la porta ma Jason è più grande di me

Literally, I remember viscerally

Letteralmente, ricordo visceralmente

Jason pulling from behind me now he's gripping on me

Jason che mi tira da dietro ora mi sta afferrando

White flashes, eye gashes, when he's hitting me, see

Flash bianchi, tagli agli occhi, quando mi colpisce, vedi

I just wanted to disappear I wasn't living for me

Volevo solo sparire non stavo vivendo per me

Physically I shut the fucking doors quick as can be

Fisicamente ho chiuso le cazzo di porte il più velocemente possibile

He's outside asking why I made him do what he did

È fuori che chiede perché l'ho fatto fare quello che ha fatto

Using a kick to open up the room that I'm in

Usando un calcio per aprire la stanza in cui mi trovo

I'm feeling afraid, barricaded, with a chair in the handle

Mi sento spaventata, barricata, con una sedia sulla maniglia

I'm hearing sirens but I just wanna run away but I can't

Sento le sirene ma voglio solo scappare ma non posso

Jason's gone by the time police are comin'

Jason se n'è andato prima che arrivasse la polizia

They saw that ain't no one else in the house

Hanno visto che non c'è nessun altro in casa

And feds are running through the door shouting

E i poliziotti stanno correndo attraverso la porta urlando

"We have reports of an argument with a woman"

"Abbiamo segnalazioni di una lite con una donna"

There's blood all over the floor and it's splattered onto the wall

C'è sangue dappertutto sul pavimento e si è schizzato sul muro

Lesley's on the bed and she's tryna speak to the feds

Lesley è sul letto e sta cercando di parlare con i poliziotti

She's deep in the stress and his meter's above her head

È nel bel mezzo dello stress e il suo metro è sopra la sua testa

If anything, she couldn't even say anything

Se mai, non poteva nemmeno dire nulla

But she's got this really sharp pain where her belly is

Ma ha questo dolore molto acuto dove ha la pancia

So, they call an ambulance, Lesley didn't plan for this

Così, chiamano un'ambulanza, Lesley non aveva previsto questo

Police are in the room tryna find the missing piece of the puzzle

La polizia è nella stanza cercando di trovare il pezzo mancante del puzzle

Until they stumble on something that's kind of random

Fino a quando non inciampano in qualcosa di piuttosto casuale

It's a phone in the wardrobe

È un telefono nell'armadio

They had five missed phone calls from Jason and also a couple other numbers

Avevano cinque chiamate perse da Jason e anche un paio di altri numeri

So they thinking that it's no help

Quindi pensano che non sia d'aiuto

Until they play the voicemail like "Yo Hannah, it's Les' can you call me back?

Fino a quando non ascoltano la segreteria telefonica come "Yo Hannah, è Les', puoi richiamarmi?

I wanna talk about the baby, you, me, Jason, all of that

Voglio parlare del bambino, tu, io, Jason, tutto questo

I've been feeling like I need to get my aura back

Mi sentivo come se avessi bisogno di riavere la mia aura

I used to be so fucking confident

Ero così fottutamente sicura di me

But these days, I swear that-"

Ma in questi giorni, giuro che-"

I don't know my self

Non mi conosco

I don't know myself no more

Non mi conosco più

She felt sick to her stomach, she started panicking

Si sentiva male allo stomaco, iniziò a entrare in panico

Mind rattling, tryna understand what Hannah did

Mente in subbuglio, cercando di capire cosa aveva fatto Hannah

Battling the shame 'cause the situation embarrassing

Combattendo la vergogna perché la situazione è imbarazzante

She's tryna fathom it betrayed by her own garrison

Sta cercando di capire, tradita dalla sua stessa guarnigione

Meanwhile, she's on the bed tryna manage this

Nel frattempo, è sul letto cercando di gestire la situazione

Piercing pain in the stomach, she couldn't handle it

Un dolore lancinante allo stomaco, non riusciva a sopportarlo

Now she's waiting for an ambulance

Ora sta aspettando un'ambulanza

Yeah

Sì

And I know she's strong, but when I heard about what happened I was over-shocked

E so che è forte, ma quando ho sentito cosa era successo sono rimasto scioccato

Her nose was gone, her jaw line shattered and rocked

Il suo naso era sparito, la linea della mascella frantumata e scossa

They said her baby was the reason she was holding on

Hanno detto che il suo bambino era il motivo per cui stava resistendo

She dozing off, doctors getting no response

Sta svenendo, i medici non ricevono risposta

Her heart rate slowing down and they don't know what's wrong

Il suo battito cardiaco rallenta e non sanno cosa c'è che non va

Picked her up, got her out the home and onto the stretcher for good measure

L'hanno presa, l'hanno portata fuori di casa e sulla barella per sicurezza

But she fading out, oh

Ma sta svanendo, oh

She took damage to the brain and now she's in a coma as we speak

Ha subito danni al cervello ed ora è in coma mentre parliamo

But I ain't sure if she can make it out

Ma non sono sicuro che ce la farà

You see this time that I'm taking out to tell you the story is more than a song or track

Vedi, il tempo che sto prendendo per raccontarti la storia è più di una canzone o di un brano

It's a message to a woman with a toxic man

È un messaggio per una donna con un uomo tossico

I'm begging you to get support if you're lost or trapped

Ti prego di cercare aiuto se ti senti persa o intrappolata

I understand that I can never understand

Capisco che non posso mai capire

And I ain't saying that it's easy but it must be right

E non sto dicendo che sia facile ma deve essere giusto

Some of your sisters, aunties, mums or wives

Alcune delle vostre sorelle, zie, madri o mogli

Are fucked aside and they will never touch on why

Sono messe da parte e non toccheranno mai il perché

I'm touched 'cause I've seen women that I love though like-

Sono toccato perché ho visto donne che amo piangere-

Cry little red tears through a bloodshot eye

Piccole lacrime rosse attraverso un occhio iniettato di sangue

This shit's awful, no matter what culture it ain't normal

Questa merda è terribile, non importa quale cultura, non è normale

Men try and twist it, make it seem like it's your fault

Gli uomini cercano di distorcerlo, facendoti sembrare colpevole

In that train full of people that you're taking

In quel treno pieno di persone che stai prendendo

How many Lesley's are running from their Jasons?

Quante Lesley stanno scappando dai loro Jason?

Angel without wings

Angelo senza ali

Like the day without the night to bring her peace

Come il giorno senza la notte per portarle pace

A song without a voice

Una canzone senza voce

A spark without a flame

Una scintilla senza fiamma

A child without a name

Un bambino senza nome

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, è semplicemente sbagliato

Like an ocean without a shore

Come un oceano senza una riva

A soldier without a war

Un soldato senza una guerra

How can we do this anymore?

Come possiamo fare questo ancora?

A song without a voice

Una canzone senza una voce

A spark without a flame

Una scintilla senza una fiamma

A child without a name

Un bambino senza un nome

Oh, it's just wrong

Oh, è semplicemente sbagliato

Well, we've made a massive amount of progress in this last year, haven't we?

Beh, abbiamo fatto un enorme progresso nell'ultimo anno, non è vero?

Feels like a long journey

Sembra un lungo viaggio

And I must say it's been a pleasure, to watch you mature and grow in thought

E devo dire che è stato un piacere, vederti maturare e crescere nei pensieri

And in your career and life

E nella tua carriera e vita

You've opened up immensely

Ti sei aperto immensamente

I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't miss these sessions

Mentirei se dicessi che non mi mancheranno queste sessioni

But you know, you can never stop learning about yourself

Ma sai, non si può mai smettere di imparare su se stessi

So you're always welcome

Quindi sei sempre il benvenuto

I'm just happy you're at a place now where you feel you understand your emotions

Sono solo felice che tu sia ora in un posto dove senti di capire le tue emozioni

And are in control

E sei in controllo

Dave

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