Better In Real Life

[Intro]
(Thank you, 41beats) Yeah

[Verse]
I gotta take back the aux, been havin' millions of thoughts
Honestly, none of them good, feel like I'm stuck in the hood
I just been stuck in a rut, feel like I'm fuckin' it up
Feel like just fuckin' shit up, figured enough is enough
Went from a couple of bucks into a cool quarter mill'
And still my problems remain, ain't how I thought this would feel
Drinks get poured when I chill, all the flaws get revealed
Another drunk heart-to-heart, I wouldn't call it ideal
But that's the sword that I wield, some say I'm all in my feels
They think it's cool not to care, I never saw the appeal
With time it gets complicatеd, somebody call Richard Mille
Used to quеstion my will but that done morphed into steel
This a Goggins-type beat, should go and portion my meals
The only hustle that I'm runnin's one that Bo did on film
Gone Hollywood now, you know us Poly's, we clown
But if I flick her this DM, I think she'd probably be down
Lately, I realise that I'm probably not so hot to be round
Mind in limbo, life in pieces, shit been boggin' me down
Searching for the old me but ain't nobody been found
Still no escaping hard work, I'm back to floggin' these sounds
If they ain't It, I swear to God, I just can't rock with these clowns (No way)
Sponsored posts but in like three months, know you not gon' be round
Forex traders in my DM tryna offer me pounds
Drunk chick at 7 p.m. tryna offer me Pals
If we eatin' New York pizza, know it's not gon' be Sal's
If you hear the party's weak, just know it's not gon' be ours
High-velocity hours, I'm back to workin' at speed
My friends know I've been goin' through it, so they nervous for me
Fuck any rumours, it ain't true unless you heard it from me
Gossip like Akademiks but you got a worthless degree
Serving you tea, I'm coming with facts
Can't call no JPEG an investment then get none of it back
Been pitched a hundred NFTs and bout a hundred were wack (Trash)
So if that's all that's in our future, I'ma struggle with that
All I fuck with is rap, all of the rest of it's lame
Yeah, I'm a sceptic, that's a side effect of having a brain
Seen some successes, people askin' why haven't I changed
Whole lot of stresses, they don't know 'cause I haven't complained
Whole lot of baggage to claim, knee deep, I stand in the rain
I've still got standards to bring, watch how I handle this thing, look (Watch)
Been the truth, no scope - spin and shoot
64 bars, only blackin' out when in the booth
Been aloof, they still check for me when I ain't in the loop
No reciprocation over here, though, their shit been on mute (Shut up)
Way better in real life, I'm living proof
Always been a starter but I'll show you I can finish too
Telling me I can't's like tryna tell the sky it isn't blue
Shout out Master P, 'cause I've been tryna have no limit too