I wanted to die

[Intro]
(If I must, must, must)
(If I must, must, must)
(Neilaworld)
(If I must, must, must)
Suni Vega

[Verse]
Gun to your head
Sun’s infrared
Light covers your face
When I’m super high
Unsupervised
Could go one, if four ways
Flight of the soul
Close your eyes and it’s over
Plight to get sober
I just might get some closure
As the night's getting older
Eyes to the sky, got me blind looking nowhere

[Chorus]
I wanted to die when she told me that she loved him
I wasn’t surprised what it was and what it wasn’t
That’s how I survive, I hang on to my assumptions
And I can see it months in, like I’ve already done this
I look to the sky right directly where the sun is
Locked into my eyes, let my retinas getting sun-kissed
It's a different high when it’s way too much to function
Am I the only one with no fear of repercussion?

[Verse 2]
Feelings to percussion
I hope I do it justice
Ceilings that get busted
Can really turn to dust quick
I can feel the rush, rush, rush, rush
This is what it does to us, us, us
A culprit of un-adultered love in your touch, touch, touch
I’m closed in, shut, might I open up if I must, must, must

[Outro]
(If I must, must, must)
(If I must, must, must)
(If I must, must, must)