Ugly Honest

Lately I've been empty on my worst days
I don't recognize myself, I'm someone else
Some days I feel terrible, unpresentable
Fighting with my mental health

I'll confess, I'll be ugly honest
With myself, for once, I guess

Sometimes I feel broken, beaten and worthless
Sometimes I don’t know how to deal with the pain
Honestly I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm so lonely, I'm depressed but
I don’t have to be okay
For anybody else
I don't have to be okay

Lately I've been missing all my vices
All the things I wish I never had to quit, I feel like shit
I know nobody wants to hear me tell the truth
But it is what it is

Oh, I'll confess, I'll be ugly honest
With myself, for once, I guess

Sometimes I feel broken, beaten and worthless
Sometimes I don’t know how to deal with the pain
Honestly I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm so lonely, I'm depressed, but
I don’t have to be okay

I’ll keep running from the darkness
Like my life depends on getting through this shit
I’ll keep running from the darkness
Like my life depends on getting through this shit

Sometimes I feel broken, beaten and worthless
Sometimes I don’t know how to deal with the pain
Honestly I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I'm so lonely, I'm depressed, but
I don’t have to be okay
For anybody else

I’ll keep running from the darkness (for anybody else)
Like my life depends on getting through this shit (for anybody else)
I don't have to be okay
No, I don't have to be okay