New Disease

Now, I can take this, everything I know

Realized that I'm nothing I wanted to be

I can never change anything I've done

Because it's the only thing I have left

Blame myself again for what I didn't do

Never really knew it was coming from me

Change the way I felt the worst is yet to come

Because I have gone too far now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody

Change my mind

And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody

Let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

Today

Is this all worth what this has done to me

Water down my senses and turn them on me, fuck morality

And everything I know if I didn't hate this then I couldn't go

Impersonate myself for what I used to be, denial is all that's left now

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody

Change my mind

And it leads you to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody

Let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody

Change my mind

And it leads me to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody

Let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

Dreaming in my head, I'm suffering instead

I can't remember why this meant so much to me

No, did I ever want it?

And I coulda been

And I woulda been

No, did I ever want it?

And I coulda been

And I woulda been

Conceiving in my head

I'm suffering instead

I can't remember why

This meant so much to me

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody

Change my mind

And it leads you to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody

Let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody

Change my mind

And it leads you to a new disease

Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody

Let it die

But it still becomes a new disease

But it still becomes a new disease

But it still becomes a new disease